I absolutely hate my body, I have done for years. I used to be so skinny when I was about 13/14 and then as soon as I hit puberty I just got bigger. I exercise like crazy but I still can’t stand looking at myself. Also I’m covered in self harm marks from years of both cutting and burning. I never really realised how hateful I was of myself until I went on holiday. Now I see how disgusting I am. Is there anyway at all I can begin to feel happier in the skin I’m in? I spent the whole holiday wrapped up as I couldn’t bare to be in a bikini. I’m 18.