I’m a 24 year old female that has been hang sexual relations with my best friend (who is a female) for the past 6 years. We’ve known each other for 10years. Whenever she gets a man she drops me and always comes back when things are going downhill. Its like she always knows how to reel me back in. We had a real active sex life then that deteriorated. How I feel is like she tolerates me because she knows I give her anything she wants. My cousin says she ( my best friend) wants me to just be dominant and she’d give in but idk I just really don’t know if to think she’s using me or not. Most of the time she does things to hurt me then out of the blue she’d come and sweep me off my feet…sigh help please