Before I write anything you need to know few things. I’m Matt, 17 y.o male from Poland. I’m already thinking about my future. It’s not like I didn’t do this earlier, I just know that I have less and less time with each day. I recently got out of depression. I want some simple, cruel, true solutions and answers, not some encouragement or nice words. There we go: I’m in the school where we mix up job and basic education, I would translate it to technical school. I chose the IT path which sucks. Why? Because teachers are idiots and/or they teach us useless stuff like drawing xmas trees using paint. My English teacher told me to do w/e I want since she can’t teach me nothing (not everyone in my class is as good as me so it brings me down – I’m okay with that). I just have no idea what do I do. 2,5 years to waste and then what? All I do is entertain myself – games, books, movies. Sometimes I feel like politics or psychology. That’s nothing useful. I just realized that I have no skills. I want a normal job but just the thought of learning something I don’t like makes me want to puke. I could eventually become a webmaster, just make myself do this hoping that one day I would enjoy it – but there are thousands of other problems like, do I need to go to college? To me education in general is just waste of time. But then I feel like they won’t take me in without it. Step in my shoes, I’m sure some of you been there. What do I do? I’m completely lost and afraid. I also feel the pressure from parents and don’t tell me to ignore it. I’m not that kind of dude.
