Following Dreams?


Ever since i became a senior in high school, I’ve had this internal debate with myself about what I want in life. Should I go to college or should I get my license and travel the world. All I really want in life is to be alone (or with someone who unconditionally accepts me as I am),happy, and not worry about things anymore. I mean I will definitely have problems in life, but i don’t want to worry about them, I just want to deal with them. Today, i’m definitely not where I want to be. I am very stressed all the time, i’m lazy, and I only like to watch movies and eat food. I’m going to a college that charges a lot ( for me) even when I don’t have any financial aid scholarships and grants. I will have to take out student loans which ties me down and makes me get an actual job so that I can pay them back off. This will take me years and years. I’m following this path where i’m not sure I want to go down but everyone is telling me I should and if I don’t go down this path, where will I go? I’m struggling with the fact that I need money to go anywhere, because I hate money. Basically, I just need some help on what to do. What do you guys think?

Category: Tags: asked March 1, 2015