I’ve been with my boyfriend, lets call him Arias, for about two years now. We met in culinary school. We come from different backgrounds, different lifestyles and our age difference is 12 years. In his lifestyle, girls and guys arent really just friends and if a girl and a guy are talking, something more is going on. Its where ex’s are ex’s, never friends.
I believe guys and girls can be just friends and ex’s can become friends (or so I think since Arias is my first boyfriend and relationship.)
We both have had two arguments that we are different, and have changed on each other (about what we want as the future, etc) and somewhat said that the next argument we may just have to break-up. Ive never been heartbroken and I cant imagine him not being somewhere in my life. I wish that, if it ended up us breaking up, that we could atleast keep in touch, but thats hard to see happening.. I also dont handle change and change of routine well…
I just need some kind of advice or something…
I honestly dont know how to deal with even the thought of possibly never seeing him again if we broke up, but obviously we arent meant for each other…