I’m not really sure how to put it, but I’ve tried to talk to someone on this site and it didn’t work out, and I feel like if I don’t tell anyone I’m going to explode. My boyfriends in a lot of debt with these guys, and it’s been really worrying him. He knows if he doesn’t pay them it’s serious and it’s been stressing him out really badly. But he’s been making me sleep with other guys for money to help, no matter how much I beg him and tell him I don’t want to. He says if I loved him Id do it, and I do love him and want to help him but I can’t cope I don’t want to sleep with strange disgusting guys. The more I fight him about it the more violent he gets, and says if I don’t do it willingly it’s not going to help, as it’ll still happen anyway. I know it sounds bad, but its my fault really anyway. I guess I’m just sick of feeling disgusted and hating myself. I know most people will just say leave, but unfortunately I really don’t see or think that is an option right now. I feel stuck