I know this is going to be a really stupid question but just some funny post online triggered this anxiety so here I go..
short story: It all just started with one guy who I met online and it’s all his fault because he seduced me through text but also my fault because I decided to text him WHYYYY.. anyways and that’s the reason behind this: 3-4 months ago I used to dirty talk on omegle through text, not giving any information out or anything, no pics, only shared my kik with maybe 3-4 guys and actually just talked to 2 of them through kik but no I’ve never sent pics the only info I gave out is my first name *breathing pause* and maybe I told like one guy where I live BUT I lied about my age! If that helps….. we sorta shared a lot of stuff together but I still feel nervous.. ANYWAYS and yeah that’s basically it I always lied about my age. The end. Oh btw I’m NOT planning to continue this omg no..
now my problem: could the FBI do something? I mean I’m underage and I’m pretty sure one of those “guys” were adult men or something since it was kinda kinky stuff and yeah teen guys aren’t really into kinky stuff so just ah help me I’m scared…Could the FBI come to my house or something even if it’s in the past??
oh and while I’m here, could someone please help me get rid of this “slutty” feeling??I mean i’ve had quite many of those chats .. *starts tearing up* I’m not crying okay.. :’( I’ve been feeling so guilty and dirty because of this recently, I don’t know why.. :/ I miss my innocence I guess..
Ok bye. *rolls into corner and bullies myself*
THIS IS NOT WHAT MY MOTHER WANTED FOR ME!!! :’(
I’M SORRY MOM!
I’M SORRY FUTURE!
I’M SORRY JESUS!!!
SOMEONE FORGIVE ME AND GIVE ME MY INNOCENCE BACK I’M GOING TO CRY AND SLAM MY HEAD INTO A WALL!