Okay so call me a freak I don’t care but sometimes I tend to fantasise about my crush and my ex best friend in a threesome, or them having sex. Because the three of us used to be a very good group of friends and I just slowly started getting fantasies And okay so I’m a fan of Yaoi (boyxboy anime stuff) and I’m liking this Yaoi page on Facebook. And one picture was posted that was like: “When other girls see 2 hot guys they think about threesomes with them, When I see hot guys I think about them fucking” And I tagged my best friend and commented: “Omg I’m both with ___ and ___ help” And I go on Facebook a couple of hours later and I SEE THAT HE LIKED IT. THE COMMENT. MY EX FRIEND FOUND IT. HOW? I DIDN’T EVEN TAG HIM. HE ISN’T EVEN MY FRIEND ON FACEBOOK. And no I did not use his full name when mentioning him either, just his nickname…How? I’ve been stressing about this for about 1-2 hours I’m just dreading Monday Because the worst part is that he was at a birthday party with his group of friends and what if they all saw the comment? I don’t even..Know.. I deleted the comment but when I checked the notification it was 4 hours ago.. How do I cope..Now he knows..He knows that I have SEXUAL FANTASIES about HIM and his BEST FRIEND aka MY CRUSH…Just..Kill me..
Advice needed