If a girl and a guy were seeing eachother for a month then they break up. You fall in love with the guy, date for a year and six months, then you break up with him over txt because you think he doesn’t have any interest in you anymore. You tell him you love him like a friend and he says he does too which is what you thought ( you thought he didn’t like you anymore then a friend anymore). Then you stop talking you start getting sad. You try talking to him but you can’t. You think he’s happier then you. Then you find out he was sad all summer. So you try to talk to him but you can’t and when you call him he doesn’t reply. You txt him and say you want to talk he says ok but nothing comes of it, then your best friend who use to date him starts holding his hand and you start crying and then she’s mad at you because you think she likes him then she tells you that she would never do that to you then she tells you that she’s doing what you did to her two year ago (when her and the guy broke up after there one month time together where they went on one actual date and you asked him to go steady after he asked you to home coming.). Then she starts ignoring you. Then you try to talk to her and she says that you should jump of a bridge before she pushes you. Then your ex fb won’t talk to you and aviods you and all you want to do is talk to him and then he spoons your best friend at a party and then everyone assumes your mad but your not because she can do what ever she wants and you told her when she told you to kill yourself that the only reason you were upset is because he’s happy and your not and your hurt and all your ex best friend thinks is that your being a bitch for not understanding how she feels when she’s not understanding the fact that your trying to be a better person and if you did hurt her then shouldn’t she understand how you feel but she can’t because she never Had her first kiss with him and fell asleep in his arms and Layed with him and watched fire works or kiss in the rain! And all you want to do is talk to him but he won’t even look at you and your to much of a scardey cat to just go talk to him and you have no more friends because they all think your obsessed with your ex and that your self centered and they just don’t like you anymore and you just want to be your old self agian but nothing’s the same. What do you do?