Hey! So..My family don’t really seem to understand me.
I really hate when people always say something about others without knowing them or their motives and my family hates that.
For example we walk in the street and when someone with different style passes they assume he is a criminal,gay,stupid
and when I oppose to them they get mad.
When they say something racist or homophobic (which they do a lot) and I again oppose to that,they really get angry.
Once I told my parents that when I finish highschool I want to do some activism and they also didn’t like it.
They say “Why do you always defend people? You think you’re better than us?You’re faking kindness”.
I don’t dare to say anything anymore cause I think If I do they will get angry.
And then there are my friends.
I used to have some friends that always judged me for everything I did and believed.They always said I was a “hippie” (which I hate cause I don’t like labels) just because I hated drama and always supported love and peace and somehow everytime I went out with them I ended up crying because of how shit I felt.
Now that I’m starting to hang out with some awesome people I really have a problem trusting them and although I want to I can’t and they don’t like it, of course.
I’m starting to think it is me that causes all the problems with both friends and family.Is it me?
I seriously don’t know.
What do I do?