Do you think I’m crazy?

i would talk to the councelor at your school. you are not going crazy or anything, it is fine.. people that seem to have something special about them always have some senses that are stronger, such as an artistic ability, or writing or math or science or running or anything else! try that c:

No no it's fine to be honest you're not crazy. 1st self harming and drinking isn't good for someone young like you. You might be getting them because of that. Just know you're a person, ok. You're someone special so don't ever let yourself down and keep continuing on. :)

You aren't crazy, however the screaming could potentially be hallucinations. Instead of a shrink, try to speak to someone either close to you, or got to your schools crisis counselor. They are there to help you in any way they can.

Can't go to school I'm homeschooled. My mom Is religious.

In that case, call one of the suicide hotlines. They don't just handle suicide issues. Do so when you're home alone, or maybe in secret if you are afraid of your mother finding out.

Will they call the cops

Hello Wong, and you did the right thing in reaching out.

You seem to imply that you don't get out of the house very often. Hearing voices and drinking is no small matter.

You seem to hold a strong negative view of therapy. Put this in your URL and look at the reality: ihaveatherapist.com

Therapy does not make you "crazier", it helps you if you help yourself. You are living in fear of yourself and that is not okay. You need help. Tell your parents that you are scared and you want help.

If you feel like you might hurt yourself or someone else, please contact the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255. Their help is confidential and the lines are open 24 hours a day.

Never forget that you matter, and you are not alone.

Hmm... definitely reach out to someone, and tell them about the issues you've been having lately. Definitely try to stop the drinking and self harming, that's not good for you. Also, no one is going to judge you! Or at least they shouldn't, because if they do, they are obviously on the wrong site.

Hey I've been going through the same thing for a while now and I don't think you're crazy. Feel free to message me if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm online alot

I don't think you're crazy. When I was younger I would always hear my mom calling my name, even though she wasn't. I thought I was going insane, but it turns out that hearing things is a sign of mental health. I also have very bad nightmares every once in a while. I never remember my dreams unless it is a nightmare where I'm tortured and killed. I feel like I'm really there, and I wake up crying every time in shock. I find that if I distract myself with something I really enjoy, I have nightmares less often. Ex. I play piano and since I've been focusing on that, I haven't had a nightmare in about 4 months. I also write in a journal to get down all my frustrations and fears

What kind of dreams?

That's how it started for me, I have borderline personality disorder (I like that its something that you can usually blame your parents for!) Sometimes I would even hear music playing in my head. I take one pill a day, and everything is fine now. Your not crazy, odds are your artistic, clever, and slightly high strung.