So I've been reading your other posts on this site.
And this is what I've put together, so far:
- Your sister died last year.
- Your stepdad rapes you.
- You've had thoughts about killing yourself.
- You have cancer, and you're afraid of dying.
- You're 16, and you weigh 54 pounds.
- You think about running away from home.
Is this where your life is?
Because if so, then it REALLY fucking sucks, and I'm sorry for that.
If your life really is so plagued by misfortunes, I would definitely recommend professional help.