I’m a girl, age 15 and bisexual. I started dating this girl 2 months ago. We haven’t come out yet so its been a secret from our parents. My friends, sister, and brother know but that’s it. Having a secret, though, is really stressful. And I keep wondering if its worth it. I really like this girl, but I’m not in love with her and I can tell that she likes me more than I like her. I’m gonna be starting high school in the fall and I dont know if I want to stay with her.
I feel bad because… I mean I never really thought my first relationship would be with a girl, and I day dreamed a lot before I started dating this girl about meeting a boy in high school. I think I want to know what its like to date a boy, too… but what if I dump my girlfriend and chase after a boy who doesn’t want me? I guess I’m scared of being alone.
I’m also scared that if I break up with my girlfriend that my friends (who have known her longer than they’ve known me) won’t want to hang out with me anymore and I’ll be shut out of the group.
What do I do?
