So whenever I draw or write, it is usually often depressing or sad things. I’ll draw dead people with half of their faces withered away, crying, or something with blood spurting out from their insides. Or I will write short stories usually in the horror genre and stories about ghosts and such. Some people think I’m “disturbed” for that, although I am not depressed. My dad died last year, he was an alcoholic. Maybe that had something to do with it, I am not so sure. My whole life, although I am usually happy, I have always had a clinging melancholy feeling. I just wonder if I am actually disturbed for writing and drawing such horrific and depressing things?