Detestable

Charissa, self-harm should never be an option. I honestly feel as though you need new friends and maybe have things to do that you dont feel lonely. Yourself should be your favorite company. You have many things to look forward to. I know it. I was once alone but i realized that I just havent found the right people and mainly because I havent found myself. It will take time but take up hobbies and learn that YOU are worth being cared about. You deserve real friends and company. <3 so. In the time being, crank-up some tunes and enjoy yourself. :) it may seem silly or point less but you are specially you! and one day, you and others WILL see that.

Self - harm does not solve the problem, it just covers things up. Give up your shitty friends, cut them off. Learn about you and love you, find something you love, spend some time in nature or whatever you enjoy, and get to know yourself. Attract positive energy and positive people that care about you. Honestly, be friendless for awhile and find more about yourself and you'll be surrounded by so many people. The best thing I started doing for myself was cutting out the negative BS like immature and fake friends. Do yourself a favor! Message me if you want to talk more.

Feeling like people don't love you back and don't care for you is seriously awful, and I'm sorry you're going through this.
I don't know you and I already care for you. Your freinds should too, but, consodering they don't, maybe it's time to get some new ones.
Take this as a new beggining. Symbolize your fresh start by changing you habits.You may as well stop self-harming, as it won'tt do you any good in the long run.
Please tell me you'll dump worthless people out of your life, k? 'Cause no one should ever consider themselves detestable and worthy of suffering.