Roughly a year ago I fell in love for the first time with my best friend but at the same time I realized that this was the case she began seeing someone else. I saw at the begining of their realationship that she was happy so I butted out and didn’t say anything to her about my feelings for her. By this time I was already an emotional trainwreck I could not stop thinking about her and worrying about her. A few weeks after she started seeing this guy she stopped talking to me completely, I found out later from a mutual friend that her boyfriend didn’t want her talking to ke or any of her other guy friends. Needless to say I was a little mad and after a couple weeks of no communication I felt heart broken. I then spent the last 9 months trying to get over her and to stop thinking of her. I finally beleived that I was over her and then she starts talking to me again. I find out that she is single that she broke up with the other guy because he was to overbareing and controlling. I am not sure what I should do, I finally thought I was over her but once she began talking with me I began acting exactly how I had used to do. I’m not sure what to do now whenever I’m talking with her now I feel imcredibly awkward and I get that sinking feeling in my stomach even when I’m just thinking about her. Any advice on what I can do?
