Everyday i do more or less the same things, i feel like i’m going in endless circles and it’s bothering me. I think i’m a good person, i volunteer, i try to help people when i can, but i feel like i should be doing more. I’m mad at myself because a lot of the time i am not doing anything or i’m doing pointless busywork to keep my thoughts occupied. i don’t want to hear about things i can do eventually or later, because when is later? How can i stop going in circles and actually do something meaningful with my life?
Maybe if you write things down that you want to do. Take your time and do the things that the happiest at that moment. This moment is all we have anyway. Maybe think of things you have done that made you feel good. If you like to help people then great, there is no shortage of people who need it.
There are lots of things you could do, and its good youre noticing the circles right now cause if they are no t attended they can lead to many bad results. You could try playing any sports, music, running on mornings, making lots of friends, hanging out with your amily, reading, writing, plantimng anything in a garden, having a blog where you upload any cool stuff you like. try to find things you love to figure out what you are made for.
Try new things. Help people or society in any way you can, if you see some litter, do not just leave it there, pick it up and throw it away. If you see an older person struggling to do something like open a door to a shop, help them out. Be kind to people and help them. Do the little things.
Keep yourself busy and active,when you mind is clouded with negative thoughts it will reflect on your living way.I appreciate your love for helping people,put in more efforts to find out how possibly you could..Have a good day