My dad died last year and my mom died 7 months ago from cancer. I’m 19, I struggle with depression and anxiety and I am trying to figure out how to feel normal again. I spoke to my mom everyday on the phone and I am trying to figure out how to deal with this because I feel like I am failing miserably. Also I can’t afford therapy right now. If you have lost a parent or both, please give me your advice. Thanks!