Please everyone Bare with me, and take your time to read every detail. This is really bothering me a lot! No rude comments they will be deleted or reported.
Thanks in advance!
In 2011 i was in the 11th grade, and the guy i like was in 12th grade. We had class together too, and he would always sit next to me and compliment me and hold the door open for me, I really did like him a lot. Even when we spoke in class, i looked forwardd to seeing him alll the time, that was my favorite class it was math. I noticed he had a girlfreind towards the end of the year so i didn’t really talk to him as much anymore
A year goes by and he graduates.
Now how ironic is it that we go to the same college? We have the same subject as before which is math. But we have it at different hours, but we go the same lab to study for it.
The first time we saw each other at the college was this semester, it has been a year since we saw each other too. I had just came out the restroom, and i wasnt xpecting to see anyone, but there he was walking in my direction, and his girlfriend was behind him too. I liteeraly felt my heart racing, and the energy in me just shift, i closed my fist really tight, and then i noticed he closed his eyes reallllyy deeepplly. Like he was hurt/remebred us.
Then a few days after that im coming out of class, and he was sitting on the bench him and his gf were sittting really far apart on their own phones. Since i saw them before they saw me i didnt want to make eye contact, but i noticed he looked up at me and he stared at me for a long time as i walked in his direction, he caught himself then gripped his feet really hard, and looked down at his phone.
A few days after that i was waling in the room we study in, and he was laready in there, and as iwalked in he looks at me and starts admiring my face, and twisting his pencil, then he jumps back to his work.
A few days after that, i decided to try and say hi to him. I sat next to him, and before i sat down, he looked into my eyes, and i looked away like a chicken. BUt then i sat down and he started getting nervous i was nervous tooo, he started sweating, shaking his leg, and scathing his arm, and typing really hard. SO i ende not speaking that day.
Then one late night at the college im sittind down on the bench downstairs, and something told me to look, and there he was, he was already starring at me before i saw him, and when we looked at each he didnt botehr to look away, but his face was liike, intersted/mysterious/thinking like. The stare had to be about ten seconds long.
Recently i saw him and he just look at me like he wants me to say something to him, but i dont.
He saw me today for a quick second but i didnt make much eye contact, he was with his gf. And when he looked over at me, he was kinda hestitant like it cuaght him off guard i was in there in his presence.
This bothers me so much, we dont talk or even say one word, i know why too. And dont think i am trying ot be a homewrecker.
And yes i know if he does it to her he will do it to me, but thats the thing im looking for him to cheat on her with me, i dont want that
I know not too do that, but i cant help that i likfe him so much!
Im thinking about saaying hi to him tomorrow if i see him to break the ice.
BUt i want to know what is everyones opinion about whats going, and from what i have said is he interested?
