I’m so sorry for your loss, I know how you feel @zerohappythoughts, a close friend of mine killed himself in 2017, you feel numbness, guilt and sadness, but try to remember all the good moments you spent with your best friend, think of all the fun and joyful moments you had together as friends, it can be difficult but try to remember how they lived as best you can, please don’t harm or kill yourself, focus on making each day happy and know you are so loved and cared for, everything will be OK, I’ll always be here if you ever need to talk and so will the BT community, feel free to inbox me anytime, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)
I’m so sorry for your loss, I know how you feel @zerohappythoughts, a close friend of mine killed himself in 2017, you feel numbness, guilt and sadness, but try to remember all the good moments you spent with your best friend, think of all the fun and joyful moments you had together as friends, it can be difficult but try to remember how they lived as best you can, please don’t harm or kill yourself, focus on making each day happy and know you are so loved and cared for, everything will be OK, I’ll always be here if you ever need to talk and so will the BT community, feel free to inbox me anytime, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)