No you don’t need to die. You have reasons to live. If you want to vent I’m here for you.

Please don’t think like that @yazoo77, you deserve to be here, you were put on this earth to do great things and to make a positive impact in your life and the lives of others, things will be OK, don’t let anything get you down, focus on all the things that make you smile and that make you happy, be upbeat and hold your head up high, you deserve all the best in life, you are a survivor who never gives up and who will overcome, you will beat all your struggles, so many more brighter and better days will be ahead, you can do this, always believe in yourself and go forward with confidence, there is always hope, stay strong, you are never alone, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open (hugs)