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    Teefy posted an update 5 years, 7 months ago

    My good friend passed away from a car accident with her mom last saturday, I attended her funeral couple of days ago. I can’t stop crying, the semi truck ran a red light and hit them when they were doing a green arrow left turn. I saw her body in a coffin, and I just can’t stop crying it hurts so much, I had a dream about her last night and I…[Read more]

    • I’m so sorry for your loss @xtiffytaffystar, do remember all the happy times and special moments that you had with your friend Teefy, think of all the good times you spent with her laughing and enjoying life, try to be strong sweetie, you will make it through this Teefy, always remember that the love that you have for each other will always be…[Read more]

    • Sorry for your loss. :( Like Oli said, remember the good times you had with them.

    • I am so sorry for your loss. This is truly a tragedy. Don’t be afraid to feel how you do and allow yourself time to grieve. Continue to live your life but keep in mind of your friend & their legacy. You are in my thoughts.

    • I am so sorry for your loss. This is truly a tragedy. Don’t be afraid to feel how you do and allow yourself time to grieve. Continue to live your life but keep in mind of your friend & their legacy. You are in my thoughts.

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    Teefy posted an update 5 years, 11 months ago

    I’m on medications, drowsy, it feels a little numb but it’s better than feeling painful. Came back a week ago from an emergency, suicidal attempt. I honestly don’t know how I had the courage to do it, i think when things cluster altogether, you just feel like your world is going to fall apart and nothing matters.

    Mood : Ashamed
    • Please don’t feel upset or down @xtiffytaffystar, I want to see you truly happy and feeling wonderful Teefy, you are such a beautiful, special and incredible person who deserves all the love and joy that the world has to offer, do take medication if it helps you feel good, find other ways to help yourself emotionally and mentally sweetie, please…[Read more]

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    Teefy posted an update 6 years, 5 months ago

    I’m back to the dark side, a friend was worried about me so I saw a counsellor yesterday again, doctor’s appointment is scheduled next week.
    Family remains complex and unconnected, verbal abuse continues, relationship has ended approximately half year ago. I feel like shit, I think the stress just piled up and it’s the very first time that I…[Read more]

    • Please don’t feel down, upset or sad @xtiffytaffystar, things may seem hard but they will change for the better, it’s good to see that you have caring friends who are looking out for you and helping you, I want to see you truly smiling because you are a beautiful and incredible person, everyone deserves a loving family who will always be there for…[Read more]

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    Teefy posted a new activity comment 7 years, 1 month ago

    In reply to: Teefy posted an update I’ve just decided to pickup boxing, it’s something I wanted to do all along but since my meniscus injury I was afraid to try. I’ve been doing Zumba and Zumba weight toning for awhile. I want […] View

    Yeee I’ll update for sure!

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    Teefy posted a new activity comment 7 years, 1 month ago

    In reply to: Teefy posted an update I’ve just decided to pickup boxing, it’s something I wanted to do all along but since my meniscus injury I was afraid to try. I’ve been doing Zumba and Zumba weight toning for awhile. I want […] View

    I will roooock it! Thank you guys :)

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    Teefy posted an update 7 years, 1 month ago

    I’ve just decided to pickup boxing, it’s something I wanted to do all along but since my meniscus injury I was afraid to try. I’ve been doing Zumba and Zumba weight toning for awhile. I want to explore my potentials, fight off the negativity (safely ofc).

    Mood : Brave
    • You’ll do great at boxing or any sport you choose @xtiffytaffystar, go out into the world and find activities that will bring you happiness and joy, remember to believe in yourself and all the wonderful abilities that you have, smile, hold your head up high and don’t give up, you can do it, I’m always here for you :) (hugs)

    • That really sounds interesting! You should do it and update blah on your experience. Let’s talk about it through pm:)

    • I will roooock it! Thank you guys :)

    • Yeee I’ll update for sure!

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    Teefy posted a new activity comment 7 years, 1 month ago

    In reply to: Teefy posted an update I feel like a lot of my friends only finds me when they’re in some kind of trouble, wanting me to be their listener. On the other hand when I’m in trouble, nobody cares. I just thought they […] View

    I want to grow into a better self. There are just so many things to change, and then we gotta find our own ways to deal with difficult feelings. It just feels like I’m feeling everything all at once sometimes, not doing a good job dealing with negative energy (hugs back)

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    Teefy and Profile picture of laylab95laylab95 are now friends 7 years, 1 month ago

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    Teefy posted a new activity comment 7 years, 1 month ago

    In reply to: Teefy posted an update I feel like a lot of my friends only finds me when they’re in some kind of trouble, wanting me to be their listener. On the other hand when I’m in trouble, nobody cares. I just thought they […] View

    Thank you Oli, i doubt that’s true :( It always seem like I don’t deserve it.

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    Teefy posted a new activity comment 7 years, 1 month ago

    In reply to: Teefy posted an update I feel like a lot of my friends only finds me when they’re in some kind of trouble, wanting me to be their listener. On the other hand when I’m in trouble, nobody cares. I just thought they […] View

    Thank you :) that’s very comforting actually..
    It sucks to feel so alone. I added you, I’ll def message you :’)

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    Teefy posted a new activity comment 7 years, 1 month ago

    In reply to: Anirudh posted an update .For obvious reasons,I guess there is a rant to come out from my side.This happened last week.I shouted on a someone who is way too close to someone that I know.Pretty badly.Although I […] View

    Let it sink for awhile, if you really don’t feel okay about what happened, apologize sincerely and wholeheartedly. I’m sure that person will understand, don’t be upset, people make mistakes and that’s how we learn.

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    Teefy posted a new activity comment 7 years, 1 month ago

    In reply to: Jozy posted an update What is your definition of love? View

    I’m curious too :l

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    Teefy posted an update 7 years, 1 month ago

    I feel like a lot of my friends only finds me when they’re in some kind of trouble, wanting me to be their listener. On the other hand when I’m in trouble, nobody cares. I just thought they were going to be my close friends, I guess I was wrong. I finally opened my heart to people though, I really thought this time was going to be good.

    • Hey. I been where you are in life before and I know how painful it is to always be the one to give in any way possible but never received the same type of support back. Please never change who you are because some day some one will appreciate it very much and make up for what others haven’t done before. If you want to talk, please feel free to…[Read more]

    • You are a wonderful and compassionate person who deserves to be surrounded by people who will stick by you and show you all the love in the world @xtiffytaffystar, I care about you and want to see you happy because you are amazing in every single way, I’m always here if you need to chat about anything, remember to always be special, beautiful,…[Read more]

    • Thank you :) that’s very comforting actually..
      It sucks to feel so alone. I added you, I’ll def message you :’)

    • Thank you Oli, i doubt that’s true :( It always seem like I don’t deserve it.

    • Okay! I will be all ears if and/or when you decide to message me!:)

    • You are such a lovely person who deserves to shine and blossom @xtiffytaffystar, smile and spread your amazing light and beauty as far as you can, you will achieve great things and be surrounded by positivity and joy, please believe in yourself and don’t give up, you are a fighter, I’m always here for you :) <3 (hugs)

    • I want to grow into a better self. There are just so many things to change, and then we gotta find our own ways to deal with difficult feelings. It just feels like I’m feeling everything all at once sometimes, not doing a good job dealing with negative energy (hugs back)

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    Teefy posted a new activity comment 7 years, 1 month ago

    In reply to: lapis posted an update gosh, i haven’t been on blahtherapy in years… i hope everyone’s doing alright & i might be an active listener, back in 2015 i got suicide baited by a listener here & left for a long time, […] View

    Welcome back! i don’t know if it has been better actually. But the community here is pretty nice in general, I mean once in chat someone told me to go suck it so.. lol BUT YEAH WELCOME BACK!

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    Teefy posted a new activity comment 7 years, 2 months ago

    In reply to: Teefy posted an update I told myself I would try my best writing about the positive thing that happened that day. This month I’ve been suffering from numbing legs etc, I thought it was me but apparently it was the […] View

    :) ok Oli, you’re the best ~~~

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    Teefy posted a new activity comment 7 years, 2 months ago

    In reply to: Cecelia posted an update So something terrible happened the other day and I let it ruin my day. Still am a tad anxious and upset about it and will be for a while, but I am doing OK and trying to focus on the […] View

    That’s right no one can take them away! :) You’re doing great, keep it going

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    Teefy posted a new activity comment 7 years, 2 months ago

    In reply to: Oli posted an update I’m still stuck in the darkness of depression and loneliness everyone, I honestly fear what lies ahead for me in the future, it all looks so doomed and hopeless, although I truly appreciate […] View

    I can’t believe I’ve never commented on your posts Oli. You’ve been there all along during my ups and downs.
    When I felt like shit, you were the one that told me I wasn’t worthless, you reached your hand out to me when nobody did.
    I’m so thankful, it would have been so much worse if it weren’t for you. So I want to be there for you…[Read more]

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    Teefy posted an update 7 years, 2 months ago

    I told myself I would try my best writing about the positive thing that happened that day.
    This month I’ve been suffering from numbing legs etc, I thought it was me but apparently it was the weird shape of the mattress. So this afternoon I managed to flip the mattress, it turns out that I was suppose to do this every 3 months. Yay, I get good…[Read more]

    Mood : Thankful
    • Glad to see that you were able to get a good sleep @xtiffytaffystar, remember to always look after yourself, stay wonderful and keep being the fabulous human-being that you are, I’m always here for you, feel free to inbox me anytime if you need to chat or vent about anything, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • :) ok Oli, you’re the best ~~~

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    Teefy posted a new activity comment 7 years, 2 months ago

    In reply to: Teefy posted an update Back to uni, everything’s piling up, I’m doing everything alone again. I feel sad, I don’t want to go back to being sad again. View

    Being in the school alone, coming back to home alone. Well technically I got elder siblings at home but they have the families and we don’t have much connections. Everyone’s busy with everything. I’m motivated though, goals motivate me, and your kind words etc motivates me. Time to get my shit together *holds fist* :)

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    Teefy posted a new activity comment 7 years, 2 months ago

    In reply to: Teefy posted an update Back to uni, everything’s piling up, I’m doing everything alone again. I feel sad, I don’t want to go back to being sad again. View

    I’ll keep trying Oli, you’re awesome buddy

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