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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 3 years, 5 months ago

    I can cut and cut to numb the pain but it wont go away my razor is like a pain killer except it causes pain, I’ve learned that the pain never goes away, you can only make room for it. But what if I have no more room to make for the pain, I’ve been in pain all of my life I don’t want to be in pain anymore I can’t handle it. Few people understand this, and many times I have Been brought down and this time I can’t lift myself back up to my feet, I am too wounded to do anything anymore. I’m sick of the bullshit lies people through around to try and het attention from it, it takes away the ability for people like me to get help. Anyways if I slit my wrist the pain will be gone forever, no worries, no people to deal with, and no work, freedom from this rut.

    • Please don’t harm or kill yourself @whyamialive, things may seem hard but everything will be OK and things will change for the better, focus on making each day wonderful and surround yourself with happiness, remember it’s not about how many times you get knocked down in life, it’s about how many times you are able to get back up on your feet, hold your head up high and always be kind to yourself, you will make it through this because you are a survivor, always believe in yourself and keep going forward with confidence, you can do it, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, or reach out to me on Gmail, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • Thank you Oli