I’m sorry you are going through this. I hope eventually you can find some friends that you can trust. Venting to a journal or several, or to us here in addition to finding distractions such as hobbies or music is a good way to release your feelings if you are feeling sad or angry.
Do get your thoughts, feelings and emotions out to someone you can trust @whyamialive, please know that the BT community will always be here for you and so will I, we all want the best for you, do surround yourself with friends who are honest, compassionate and loving, everything will be OK, always be around things that bring you positivity, kindness and hope, hold your head up high and keep going forward with confidence, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)
It’s unfortunate that some people will, purposely or by a misunderstanding, twist your words and give them another meaning. You’ll find someone you can trust, @whyamialive. Until that time arrives, you can trust me and any BT member. You have our full support, and you can reach to us if you need to talk or vent. You are not alone <3