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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 6 months, 1 week ago

    Oli check email

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 6 months, 1 week ago

    Oli email

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 6 months, 1 week ago

    I don’t know what to do I have my razor in my hand but I must refuse it’s sooo difficult

    • Please don’t harm yourself @whyamialive, you are so strong, amazing and wonderful, don’t let your struggles get you down, you will make it through this, hold your head up high and focus on making each day brilliant and incredible, everything will be OK, you are a survivor who never gives up and will overcome, believe in yourself and keep going…[Read more]

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 6 months, 1 week ago

    Oli I emailed you

    • Thanks I have replied to your email @whyamialive, you will win all your battles and come out so much stronger, don’t let depression, sadness and pain stand in your way, you will find true happiness and make each day fantastic, show the world how truly amazing you are and keep going forward, you can do it, believe in yourself and never give up,…[Read more]

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 6 months, 1 week ago

    Oli I emailed you

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 6 months, 1 week ago

    Oil check email

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 6 months, 1 week ago

    Oil I have emailed you

    • I have replied to your email @whyamialive, please don’t give up, you are so strong, wonderful and awesome, you will overcome all the hard times and so many happier, brighter and better days will be ahead for you, inbox me anytime if you need to talk or email me, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 6 months, 1 week ago

    Oil I have emailed you

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 6 months, 1 week ago

    Why is it so hard to die, why so painful, why does the body fight to stay alive, I just want it to end,to die , for the world to stop, why can’t my body let me just die. … I’m soo fucking broken, why it’s not fair. I just want too bleed out in the tub of hot water maybe less painful. But my family… Help please I can’t do this anymore. I…[Read more]

    Mood : Hurt
    • Please don’t give up @whyamialive, you have so much strength, courage and bravery inside and out, keep fighting because you will overcome all the hard times and so many better days will be ahead, everything will be OK, hold your head up high, go forward and believe in yourself, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, or email…[Read more]

    • Don’t do this to yourself @whyamialive . Things will seem so tough but it is worth fighting for them. Lots of the time, you will want to just go, but don’t let this world lose you. I don’t know you much, but I can tell that you are strong and brave. But you need to show the world that. Ending your life won’t do much. Stay with us. Please.

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 6 months, 1 week ago

    Have few friends 1 of them was very close but they told the whole class my problem on purpose, he is now against me the only friend I have left I will have to leave cause one of them is getting home schooled and the other is in another grade for highschool I will be all alone and I have no more trust for others anymore I am scared to make friends…[Read more]

    • Everyone deserves good friends around them, you do too @whyamialive, do surround yourself with compassion, empathy and kindness, everything will be OK, remember you are loved, appreciated and cared for by all of us here on BT, keep fighting and never give up, you will beat depression and all the hard times, so many better days will be ahead,…[Read more]

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 6 months, 1 week ago

    I didn’t respond I was trying to hang myself I’ve failed I feel like shit even worst than before

    • Please don’t harm yourself @whyamialive, you will make it through the dark times and come out so much stronger, everything will be OK, hold your head up high and know you are a survivor, things will change for the better and everything will work out for you, focus on your bright, happy and wonderful future, you can do it, believe in yourself and…[Read more]

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 6 months, 1 week ago

    My email is [email protected] my inbox is broken

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 6 months, 1 week ago

    So this is it. Goodbye and thanks for trying to help I am a lost cause so I must do what is right for the world.

    Mood : Hurt
    • No don’t go.

    • Please stay here

    • Trust me. Someone will miss you. Someone will cry every night because you are gone. Someone will love you. It’s worth staying.

    • Please don’t kill yourself @whyamialive, you are truly a blessing and a special person who deserves all the happiness and love that the world has to offer, please don’t give up, things will change for the better and you will make all your dreams come true, stay positive, hold your head up high and always believe in yourself, you are a fighter…[Read more]

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 6 months, 1 week ago

    Why do I even update this anymore it’s been like 2hrs and no reply

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    Deadandnowayback posted a new activity comment 6 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I won’t do it they say, don’t make me call your bluff I say done with others lies and the tourcher they put me through like I am a slave, like I’m someone who’s suppose to give […] View

    Why do people care honestly

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 6 months, 1 week ago

    I won’t do it they say, don’t make me call your bluff I say done with others lies and the tourcher they put me through like I am a slave, like I’m someone who’s suppose to give and give and give and then be thrown away like a balled up paper and over again. Fuck it no escape anyomore I can’t cut it away I can’t talk it out I can kill myself…[Read more]

    • Please don’t let anyone be horrible to you and please don’t kill yourself @whyamialive, show the world how truly strong you are, you will make it through this, hold your head up high and don’t let anything or anyone stand in the way of your happiness, you are a survivor who will overcome and so many more brighter days will be ahead, believe in…[Read more]

    • Why do people care honestly

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 6 months, 1 week ago

    I won’t do it they say, don’t make me call your bluff I say done with others lies and the tourcher they put me through like I am a slave, like I’m someone who’s suppose to give and give and give and then be thrown away like a balled up paper and over again. Fuck it no escape anyomore I can’t cut it away I can’t talk it out I can kill myself…[Read more]

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 6 months, 1 week ago

    I can’t gather the courage to talk to my school counceler

    • Try to open up to someone who you can trust @whyamialive, do try to talk to your school counsellor and see what happens, remember you can always confide in me or anyone in the BT community, we care about you and want to see you happy, you are such a fantastic person who deserves all the best, everything will be OK, keep going and never give up,…[Read more]

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    Deadandnowayback posted an update 6 months, 1 week ago

    I can’t gather the courage to talk to my school counceler

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    Deadandnowayback posted a new activity comment 6 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: Deadandnowayback posted an update I see what you all say and I appreciate it but I give up I am sorry there is no point I can’t deal with life anymore and before you say it’ll get better you don’t know me my life […] View

    Plz respond I’m curious

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