It’s great to see you determined to better yourself and feel happier @ummnothing, you are such a wonderful, awesome and lovely person who deserves to smile brightly and be positive, you are 100% correct you do matter and you are worth it, remember to always take care of yourself emotionally, mentally and physically, be kind to yourself and know great things will happen to you Puffy Ami, believe in yourself, be optimistic and never give up, you can do it, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)