• Profile picture of Mel
    Passing Stranger
    456
    QA Reputation
    0

    Mel posted an update 14 hours, 14 minutes ago

    Everyday is like a fucking struggle for me. One day I’m fine and happy, then a few moments later I feel like shit, and then I start feeling like shit for more days and I feel like everyone hates and is ignoring me. I FEEL SO FUCKING LONELY. I can’t stand it. It’s been two days and I’ve barely talked to anyone. I hate this. I hate how my…[Read more]

    • I don’t want to see you feeling lonely and sad @caramel4, you are such a brilliant, fantastic and awesome person Mel who deserves all the happiness and love that the world has to offer, be as upbeat as you can Mel, surround yourself with compassion and positivity Mel, you will make it through this, everything will work out for you and things will…[Read more]

  • Profile picture of ◆☆Oliver☆◆
    Familiar Face
    2642
    QA Reputation
    262

    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 5 days, 7 hours ago

    I don’t know how to feel honestly.

    My friend was engaged and happy from what I knew. And then last week she tells me that she broke off her last engagement, is dating someone knew and got engaged two months into it.

    I don’t like how hidden everything feels now. How she’s been through so much and told me nothing. How am I supposed to be…[Read more]

    • I would be the supportive and compassionate friend that you are towards her @xxbaybayxx, let her know you care and want the best for her but at the same time you don’t want to see her get hurt or rush too quickly into a relationship, hope everything works out for your friend Oliver, be as honest and open with her as you can, feel free to inbox me…[Read more]

  • Profile picture of Meow ;)
    Passing Stranger
    311
    QA Reputation
    0

    Meow ;) posted an update 5 days, 14 hours ago

    hi..Long time no see… I hope you guys live happily and will do your best….Cheer up…..Lets enjoy our lives….

    Mood : Amazed
    • It’s great to see you back on BT @gangu, hope you are OK and things are going well in your life, always be the fabulous, special and fantastic person that you are Meow, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent about anything, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

  • Profile picture of Oli
    Confidant
    123195
    QA Reputation
    98

    Oli and Profile picture of self-confident bathself-confident bath are now friends 1 week, 2 days ago

  • Profile picture of Cecelia
    Common Friend
    10988
    QA Reputation
    80

    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 6 days ago

    Is it really that fucking hard to treat people with respect and treat the ones you are supposed to love like YOU ACTUALLY LOVE THEM. This is why I only really love a select few of my family members & friends, the ones who show they care and I can sense that they care. Everyone else are just assholes who don’t deserve any happiness or joy I treat…[Read more]

    • Don’t let horrible people make you upset @invincible, you are so much stronger than anyone who tries to break you down beautiful angel Cecelia, don’t let mean people have any power over you sweetie, surround yourself with people who bring you love, care, compassion and kindness hun, remember you do matter sweetie and you are worth it Cecelia,…[Read more]

  • Profile picture of Oli
    Confidant
    123195
    QA Reputation
    98

    Oli and Profile picture of AmberAmber are now friends 2 weeks ago

  • Profile picture of Cecelia
    Common Friend
    10988
    QA Reputation
    80

    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks ago

    dealing with a lot of shit right now plus studying and managing work. spending way too much money that is how i am dealing with terrible overwhelming home drama I’ve stopped myself now but I just feel like lashing out since no one seems to acknowledge me in my everyday life

    • I know exactly how you feel. Stay strong! There’s more of us out there!

    • Oli replied 2 weeks ago

      Please don’t let your struggles get you down @invincible, everything will be OK and things will work out for you beautiful angel Cecelia, stay upbeat sweetie and surround yourself with all the things that bring you hope hun, don’t let home situation make you sad, focus on your happiness and be around people who will bring you compassion and…[Read more]

  • Profile picture of ◆☆Oliver☆◆
    Familiar Face
    2642
    QA Reputation
    262

    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 3 weeks ago

    I’ve always been the “bigger city” type of guy. Not so much in living aspect, but more of just…enjoyment of having so much to do. I told myself that I would never live anywhere smaller than where I grew up. So to be honest, when my boyfriend wanted me to live with him I was scared to. Going from a town with a population of 22k to a town with…[Read more]

    • glad you’re happy

    • Oli replied 3 weeks ago

      It’s great to see you happy in your new surroundings @xxbaybayxx, do enjoy your new town with your family Oliver, stay positive and keep smiling, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

  • Profile picture of ◆☆Oliver☆◆
    Familiar Face
    2642
    QA Reputation
    262

    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 3 weeks, 1 day ago

    Can I just do a recap of this year real quick?

    This has, by far, been one of the most stressful years I have faced. It started off pretty alright for the most part, I visited New York again to spend time with my boyfriend and to relax away from my normal stresses. That was in February.
    March I celebrating my daughters 2nd birthday and my 22nd…[Read more]

    Mood : Stressed
    • Please don’t let the stress of life and family get you down @xxbaybayxx, do your best to focus on being there for your boyfriend and daughter Oliver, your move to another state will be successful and you will be happy alongside your family, don’t let the toxic members of your family upset you, focus on the happiness of yourself, your daughter and…[Read more]

  • Profile picture of ◆☆Oliver☆◆
    Familiar Face
    2642
    QA Reputation
    262

    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 3 weeks, 1 day ago

    Remaking my post from a few minutes ago -

    Moving to a new state is a pain. My 2 year old is on anti-seizure meds and I made sure to refill her prescription before moving. Getting insurance took too long and now I’m down to only having enough meds for her to last till wednesday. She has one refill on it back at home but it’s not like my mother…[Read more]

    Mood : Stressed
    • I’m so sorry that your daughter is not well @xxbaybayxx, do take care of her and I’m sure you will get the right medication to make things better, always remember you are a wonderful, loving and amazing father who is doing right by his family Oliver, everything will be OK, try to stay positive and keep going, you can do it Oliver, feel free to…[Read more]

  • Profile picture of Cecelia
    Common Friend
    10988
    QA Reputation
    80

    Cecelia posted an update 3 weeks, 4 days ago

    my family member’s dog got attacked and its eye was graphically injured a few days ago. I’ve been really sad and hopeful for the dog because I love her and have seen her numerous times. Today I saw her and her eye is stitched up mostly but really looks like it’ll be okay and her eyesight will be saved. she was so sweet and gently and…[Read more]

    • I’m so sorry that happened @invincible, do be there to support and help your family member’s brave dog while she recovers sweetie, she will get better soon and come out of this traumatic incident stronger and more resilient, spend as much time with her as you can sweetie and please know everything will be OK beautiful angel Cecelia, feel free to…[Read more]

  • Profile picture of Mel
    Passing Stranger
    456
    QA Reputation
    0

    Mel posted an update 3 weeks, 6 days ago

    i miss being hugged and stuff. i want to be touched, hugged, anything (nothing sexual of course).

    • Everyone deserves to be loved and cared for @caramel4, you do too Mel, I can only give you virtual hugs but please know the BT community will always be here for you and so will I, always be the awesome, special and fantastic person that you are Mel, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

  • Profile picture of Cecelia
    Common Friend
    10988
    QA Reputation
    80

    Cecelia posted an update 4 weeks ago

    Been doing well, except for lately. My family is acting all cold & without acknowledging I am a human, all my friends except one actual treat me with kindness, and wow do I need it because I’ve been so stressed with studying as well as stressed and sad with current family situations. Its all overwhelming. I am grateful for my friend and you all…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 4 weeks ago

      I want to see you being treated with kindness, respect, love and care @invincible, everyone needs good friends and family around them, you do too beautiful angel Cecelia, your family and friends should treat you right sweetie, please don’t let stress and bad family situations get you down hun, try to stay upbeat and focus on all the things that…[Read more]

  • Profile picture of ◆☆Oliver☆◆
    Familiar Face
    2642
    QA Reputation
    262

    ◆☆Oliver☆◆ posted an update 4 weeks, 1 day ago

    So I guess I’m back on here for an update.
    As of tuesday I’m officially a resident of New York state. Settled in to the new apartment with my boyfriend and my daughter. It was one hell of a weekend to get here though. Had to make the uhaul late, a car broke down, all kinds of not so fun things, but I enjoyed the trip regardless.
    But it…[Read more]

    Mood : Amazed
    • It’s wonderful to see that you are happy in your new place with your boyfriend and daughter @xxbaybayxx, hope your new home continues to bring you and your family joy Oliver, feel free to inbox me anytime if you ever need to talk about anything, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

  • Profile picture of Mel
    Passing Stranger
    456
    QA Reputation
    0

    Mel posted an update 1 month ago

    i fucked up i fucked up so bad. nobody from the gc is replying to me and someone isnt either. its all my fault. all im good at is fucking things up. i want to fucking die. i dont even want to eat and my moms yelling at me constantly. i cant stop vomitting .everything hurts

    • I am not sure what is the best thing to do in this situation but it is okay to be scared. But don’t think about ending everything. It cannot be your fault alone, I believe in you. Nothing is your fault but if you let yourself keep vomiting that will be your fault, don’t let something come between your well being. If it doesn’t stop then please…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      Please don’t think like that @caramel4, I’m sure everything will work out, hopefully they will reply to you Mel, give it some time and see what happens, always be the wonderful, special and awesome person that you are Mel, look after yourself Mel, your mother really shouldn’t yell at you, she should support and be there for you, everything will be…[Read more]

  • Profile picture of Mel
    Passing Stranger
    456
    QA Reputation
    0

    Mel posted an update 1 month ago

    i like how i went to the vent/listen chat thing to vent to someone and they just disconnected when i vented and that made me feel like shit

    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      I’m so sorry that happened to you @caramel4, please know there are many more kinder and compassionate people on BT who are willing to help and support you, I’ll always be here for you too Mel, feel free to inbox me anytime if you ever need to talk about anything, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • Hey Mel, that happened with me too as well. But platforms like this makes me feel that I am not alone. Nor are you. You can talk to me anytime you feel like, inbox me or anyone you know. We are here for you

  • Profile picture of Cecelia
    Common Friend
    10988
    QA Reputation
    80

    Cecelia posted an update 1 month, 1 week ago

    it is incredibly hard (for me) to find someone who isn’t uncaring, disrespectful, toxic and boring.

    • There are quite a lot of people like that. It truly is difficult to find somebody who isn’t at least one of those things, but you won’t be able to find the person you’re looking for it you don’t look. Good luck, dude!

    • Please don’t say that @invincible, there are so many compassionate, sweet and kind people out there who are willing to support, help and love you beautiful angel Cecelia, so many people here on BT truly care about you sweetie and want the best for you Cecelia, you are so appreciated and valued by all of us here on BT hun, always be kind to…[Read more]

  • Profile picture of Cecelia
    Common Friend
    10988
    QA Reputation
    80

    Cecelia posted an update 1 month, 1 week ago

    I should try and reconnect with one of my friends, she is really cool and I should talk to her much more.

    • Do try to re-connect with her and old friends that love you @invincible, I’m sure they would be happy to hear from you sweetie, you are such a beautiful angel who deserves to be surrounded by compassion, empathy and positivity Cecelia, everything will be OK and you will meet wonderful people hun, keep smiling and always be the perfect, incredible…[Read more]

  • Profile picture of Cecelia
    Common Friend
    10988
    QA Reputation
    80

    Cecelia posted an update 1 month, 1 week ago

    Hey everyone! Hope you are all doing well. Never hesitate to send me a message if you ever need someone to talk!

    • Thank you for always being the compassionate, sweet and beautiful angel that you are @invincible, we will always be here for you too Cecelia, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

  • Profile picture of Cecelia
    Common Friend
    10988
    QA Reputation
    80

    Cecelia and Profile picture of JJ are now friends 1 month, 2 weeks ago

  • Load More