I’m so sorry that you lost your best friend @thedepressedchick, do remember all the good times that you spent with them Ashley, hopefully you will see them again, it’s nice to see you feeling determined and optimistic to make things better, keep going, you will make it and you will be OK Ashley, never give up, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent, message me anytime, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)