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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 4 days ago

    don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch…[Read more]

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    • Are you OK? @invincible, do you have feelings for someone or how are you feeling, I’m here if you need to talk sweetie, feel free to inbox me anytime, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 6 days ago

    So I’ve been doing actually pretty good??!!?!? ikr.. like wtf?? lol! So far so good, my new job is great, the staff is amazing and treats me like family already and I’ve only been there like one week… the work is pretty easy and I do it well with comfort p much!

    • That’s so wonderful and nice to hear @invincible, glad your job is going well and all your colleagues treat you with respect and kindness beautiful angel Cecelia, hope you are doing OK sweetie, remember to keep smiling and always be the lovely person that you are Cecelia, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 2 weeks, 2 days ago

    I’m struggling, it’s all so hopeless and pointless… :(

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    Oli posted an update 2 weeks, 2 days ago

    It’s all so hopeless, I’ll forever be alone in this world :(

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 weeks ago

    I was physically violated on mydate last week, forced upon w/o consent or ability to escape the situation, it wasn’t severe or r*pe, thank fucking god, but it’s still traumatizing to me and I keep having flashbacks… especially cause it brought on memories of when I was SAd as a kid. Ugh. I feel like I can’t tell anyone cause it’s…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 3 weeks ago

      I’m so sorry that happened to you @invincible, please report it beautiful angel Cecelia, the disgusting person who violated you had absolutely no right to touch you in any way, please talk to someone and tell the authorities too Cecelia, remember I will always be here to support you Cecelia and so will the BT community sweetie, you will make it…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 weeks, 6 days ago

    I’ve learned to not look for something relationship wise, I’m too deep of a person with deep intentions to look on apps where everyone wants some ideal now and fast. I want something real and meaningful and it will manifest when it does, at the right time, through something meaningful and worth my time. But as of now, I’ve realized I need to…[Read more]

    • One day you will meet someone @invincible, like you said, at the right time and the right moment beautiful angel Cecelia, you will meet a person who you can have a loving and emotional bond with sweetie, it’s good to see that you are focused on yourself and your own happiness sweetheart, remember to make each day as positive as you can and do…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month, 1 week ago

    So depressed. Eating total junk, sleeping for too long and feeling like shit. I didn’t expect this holiday season to be so depressing. I’m so disappointed in my family for making me feel so unloved and so invisible. So alone. I do so much to make the holidays beautiful and to make those I care about feel seen and loved, and Ican’t gt anything…[Read more]

    • You deserve so much better @invincible, your family should treat you with love, care and dignity beautiful angel Cecelia, they should see and appreciate all the hard work, effort and time you have put in to make Christmas joyful and happy, please know you are loved and so many people care about you sweetie, try to stay positive and focus on…[Read more]

    • When you do so much for others and you get nothing but sadness and hopelessness in return, it’s absolutely not your fault @invincible. You have to stop taking care of everybody else and start taking care of yourself Cecelia. The ones that truly love you do not need constant proof of your love for them. Love goes both ways, and should not make you…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    Stressed and upset because I put so much effort, love and excitement into the holidays for my family members and none of them can even see me as existent. So now I just wanna sleep and eat junk.

    • Your family should recognize all the hard work and effort you have done preparing for the holiday period @invincible, you deserve so much better beautiful angel Cecelia, they should be aware of your achievements and be supportive, encouraging and loving, I know it’s hard sweetie but try to stay positive and be kind to yourself, you do matter…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months ago

    day 1 of christmas holiday season prep and my family already has me feeling down. it’s not even december yet, so i’ll try to keep my head up.

    • Oli replied 2 months ago

      Your family have absolutely no right to be horrible to you @invincible, you deserve to be treated with respect, love and care sweetie, don’t let their meanness break you down sweetheart, be as upbeat and optimistic as you can Cecelia and remember to always surround yourself with compassion and kindness, keep smiling because you are loved Cecelia…[Read more]

    • These holidays can be pretty difficult, especially if family makes it hard for you. As you said, try to keep your head up @invincible. Spend time outside if you don’t feel comfortable at home, doing stuff you like so your mind is at ease. I hope your family cool down (or at least, that they are not worse) as the final days of december aproach.…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    From being bullied by a family member, to chronic severe physical pain, to thus suffering greatly with my college grades, and still being poor as hell… I’m doing surprisingly alright, if I stay distracted from the chaos lol.

    • You don’t deserve to be bullied by family @invincible, they should treat you with love and care sweetie, don’t let someone horrible get you down beautiful angel Cecelia, please take care of yourself Cecelia, I want to see you feeling positive, happy and healthy sweetheart, hopefully you will feel better and the chronic pain will subside, I would…[Read more]

    • It’s so sad that a family member treats you that way, since they should be the first ones to love and care about you. Don’t let them take control over you and your life. I hope you can leave that environment as soon as possible @invincible. In the mean time, focus in your career, your writings, and most importantly, in your health and well…[Read more]

    • Family members can be real jerks0! I’m so sorry you’re going through that but, I can relate to all that you’ve mentioned above. Those days will turn around for you. The fact that you’re pushing through college speaks volumes girl! The money and freedom will come in due time ❤️ hang in there

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months, 3 weeks ago

    went thru severe, SEVERE pain today so i couldn’t finish my assignments for my online college class. couldn’t get an extension for one lousy fucking day or even until midnight. now i might fail the whole class. if that’s the case i’m literally gonna pay some witch on fiverr to hex my whole fucking college and professor istg

    • I know a few witches :)

    • They really should give you an extension @invincible, I would talk to your college about it sweetie and hopefully they can be persuaded to give you some time to finish your class, try to stay positive and please know no matter what happens, you will achieve all your goals, dreams and aspirations beautiful angel Cecelia, keep smiling sweetie and…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months, 3 weeks ago

    All of ya’ll probably know how HARD it is to get a piece of writing published somewhere. Especially being a young adult and having had none published so far and trying relentlessly for the past 6 years to get something published in a publication. I thought having had my first piece finally published (that first roadblock to getting more…[Read more]

    • You deserve so much better @invincible, your family member should give you encouragement, positivity and support, they have absolutely no right to trample over your dedication and hard work, they should be proud of you and your writing beautiful angel Cecelia, keep writing Cecelia and creating wonderful pieces Cecelia, don’t let the negativity of…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months, 4 weeks ago

    i’m really noticing how much of a negative rain cloud she is. i will feel energetic, happy and proud and when she comes home, instantly i’m down. i got a letter from a publishing thing saying they liked my poem and to send it back to publish, and she wanted to throw itaway claiming it was spam. i went from feeling proud to unappreciated shit in…[Read more]

    • Don’t surround yourself with negative and toxic people @invincible, remember to always surround yourself with people who will bring you positivity, encouragement, kindness and love beautiful angel Cecelia, always be proud of your achievements Cecelia, do communicate clearly sweetie with anyone who attempts to bring you down with negativity, be as…[Read more]

    • Looks like a very toxic person there; tries to diminish your accomplishments and considers communication as a direct attack. If you are able to leave that environment, do it as soon as possible. If not, remember that what this person is doing is giving negative energy and bringing you down. You are not what they try to make you believe. Be proud…[Read more]

    • Btw, not taking into account the bad circumstances, it’s nice to see you again @invincible ^^

    • It’s great someone wants to publish your poem. You should definitely be proud because you obviously have a talent. And if the negative Nelly in your space doesn’t see that, it’s their loss. Beauty comes in all shapes and forms, and taste differs. Don’t let anyone ruin your good mood. It’s disheartening you don’t seem to feel safe to vent to…[Read more]

    • So nice to see you Marta!! I hope you’re doing well! Thank you for your comment

    • thank you Oli & Rain, it means a lot. Yes, I’m stuck with them for the time being, I’m going to bring it up to my therapist for advice of what to do and how to communicate the situation

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    Oli posted an update 3 months, 2 weeks ago

    I feel so hopeless, depressed, worried, lost, scared, uncertain, alone and isolated :( , I will always be this reclusive loner, the future looks so very bleak, there is no hope for Oli, none :(

    Mood : Depressed
    • I know it’s very difficult, my dear friend. But for sure there is hope for you. The same hope you’ve been giving to all of us during all these years. You have brightened our darkest days with your kindness and compassion. Whenever you feel overwhelmed with all of those feelings, please reach to any of us. We are here for you, in the same way you…[Read more]

    • Oli, this world has been so difficult the past few years. You have made it this long. Don’t give up. You have given many of us hope over the years and I hope that you know that someone out here is willing to talk with you and help you through this

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 months, 3 weeks ago

    trying not to cry because no job is accepting my apps or calling me back ,and I am trying so hard!!!!! i STILL can’t find work from pandemic and i’ve gotten $0 from the government meanwhile lazy freeloaders and criminals get THOUSANDS! What is fucking wrong with this picture?!?! Either give us ALLL money or NONE OF US. Tired of being a good…[Read more]

    • The government really should give you relief money as you need it to get through each day and buy items for yourself @invincible, I know things can be difficult and frustrating beautiful angel Cecelia but keep applying for as many jobs as you can, hopefully something will come up for you soon sweetie, you will make it through hard times sweetie…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 3 months, 3 weeks ago

    Everything is so hopeless, why bother trying, I always end up failing no matter what I do :(

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 months, 3 weeks ago

    applying to places that i am ready totry for work but no one is getting back to me. and unemployment finds me ‘unfit’ to get benefits… so great. I’m 100% broke and the government has denied my appeals for the pandemic relief money. i couldn’t work during the pandemic and while minors, criminals, and other good standing citizens like myself…[Read more]

    • Please don’t give up @invincible, try to keep applying and looking for work beautiful angel Cecelia, I know it can be frustrating, when I have applied for jobs I get a lot of rejections and not hearing back from employers, but keep doing your best Cecelia and put your resume out there for lots of places to see, hopefully something you are…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 4 months ago

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BAOTzmKoKts

    NEW FOOTAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!! SOOOOOO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

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