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    BlackHole posted a new activity comment 7 years, 5 months ago

    In reply to: BlackHole posted an update Me and my lover had a huge argument yesterday as I just found out that she had met a boy called Dylan at a party that I have never heard of until her mates said it outloud to her infront […] View

    But she gets confused about her feelings so I assume she took his love into consideration. Me and my lover have been through so many touch times and situations and I have always had to fight for her etc even if she was the one who messed it up, Because I am crazy about her or perhaps obsessed. And due to my anxiety and depression the smallest of…[Read more]

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    BlackHole posted a new activity comment 7 years, 5 months ago

    In reply to: BlackHole posted an update Me and my lover had a huge argument yesterday as I just found out that she had met a boy called Dylan at a party that I have never heard of until her mates said it outloud to her infront […] View

    No someone else loves her, not she loves them.

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    BlackHole posted a new activity comment 7 years, 5 months ago

    In reply to: BlackHole posted an update Me and my lover had a huge argument yesterday as I just found out that she had met a boy called Dylan at a party that I have never heard of until her mates said it outloud to her infront […] View

    Thank you so much for relieving thoughts of suicide etc, it is greatly appreciated. However what do you suggest I do about the situation with my lover. The fact of her not telling me of a ”boy mate” she met at a party who loves her. She must have been doing something wrong for him to feel INLOVE :’(

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    BlackHole posted a new activity comment 7 years, 5 months ago

    In reply to: BlackHole posted an update Me and my lover had a huge argument yesterday as I just found out that she had met a boy called Dylan at a party that I have never heard of until her mates said it outloud to her infront […] View

    Can no one help me now? :’(

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    BlackHole posted a new activity comment 7 years, 5 months ago

    In reply to: BlackHole posted an update Me and my lover had a huge argument yesterday as I just found out that she had met a boy called Dylan at a party that I have never heard of until her mates said it outloud to her infront […] View

    I havent got a number or anything. I was hoping this chat room would suppress the pain for the mean time :’(

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    BlackHole posted an update 7 years, 5 months ago

    Me and my lover had a huge argument yesterday as I just found out that she had met a boy called Dylan at a party that I have never heard of until her mates said it outloud to her infront of me. When I turned to my lover to talk about it in search of some help and answers (as I suffer from intense anxiety and depression) and she just got annoied at…[Read more]

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    • Can’t you call your therapist? Or just show up in his office? I think that what you are feeling (” I am thinking suicide so much but am too scared of death to do it but the anxiety hasnt stopped for 27 hrs and I need help”) is very serious and that you should talk asap with a professional

    • I havent got a number or anything. I was hoping this chat room would suppress the pain for the mean time :’(

    • Can no one help me now? :’(

    • hello there blackhole
      Suicide is the worst thought which should never come to your mind because you are trying to end this beautiful life gifted to you by god an universe.Do not think like that please.
      i know its tough but trust me its really not worth it.
      You know we all go through such phases at some point of time in our life so does that…[Read more]

    • Thank you so much for relieving thoughts of suicide etc, it is greatly appreciated. However what do you suggest I do about the situation with my lover. The fact of her not telling me of a ”boy mate” she met at a party who loves her. She must have been doing something wrong for him to feel INLOVE :’(

    • No someone else loves her, not she loves them.

    • But she gets confused about her feelings so I assume she took his love into consideration. Me and my lover have been through so many touch times and situations and I have always had to fight for her etc even if she was the one who messed it up, Because I am crazy about her or perhaps obsessed. And due to my anxiety and depression the smallest of…[Read more]

    • Please don’t do anything to yourself @teddyfluff11, I would try to talk to her, tell her how much you want her in your life, you deserve a strong relationship that is built on trust, I would be honest with each other, I hope things work out, I’ll always be here if you need to talk, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, you are…[Read more]

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    BlackHole posted a new activity comment 7 years, 8 months ago

    In reply to: BlackHole posted an update Hello, I am very shy right now to be asking people for help as generally I keep quite a lot of my problems inside. But I have reached the point of desperation as I cannot escape this […] View

    Thank you for your comfort I appreciate it hugely. I just find it difficult making my own decisions but it helps to know others opinions also. Whats your personal opinion on how to deal with this dilemma?

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    BlackHole posted an update 7 years, 8 months ago

    Hello, I am very shy right now to be asking people for help as generally I keep quite a lot of my problems inside. But I have reached the point of desperation as I cannot escape this feeling of being trapped in my depressed and anxious self. I think overly deep about every scenario that I come across or crosses my mind and it becomes unbearable…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • I would do what you feel is right for you @teddyfluff11, I hope things do work out, you are a good person who deserves all the best in life, I’m always here if you ever need to talk, feel free to message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • Thank you for your comfort I appreciate it hugely. I just find it difficult making my own decisions but it helps to know others opinions also. Whats your personal opinion on how to deal with this dilemma?