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    A. posted an update 4 years, 1 month ago

    Wanna scream as loud as my voice can shout

    ’Cause I’m trying so hard to find my way out

    In the midst of this nightmare that nobody else seems to see

    Wanna stab at my sorrows like there’s no tomorrow

    To return all the negative thoughts that I borrowed

    From the demons that over the years have taken over me

    But I’m running out of energy

    Wanna utilize all the strength I have

    To push the demons that pushed me back

    I am ready to put up a fight, have something to defend

    But the world around me starts to collapse,

    And the stress is causing me to relapse,

    So this vicious cycle of depression will not find an end

    And now the demons are my only friends.

    • Please don’t be sad @superllama98, it’s good to see you venting your thoughts, things may seem hard but they will change for the better, you are an awesome person who deserve true happiness, so much brightness and hope will come into your life, you can do it, be positive and keep smiling, everything will be OK, keep going and never give up, I’m always here if you need to talk, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)