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    Karolina asked “Tarot9 years, 3 months ago

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    Karolina posted an update 9 years, 3 months ago

    For christmas i got a Tarot Rider Waite deck, and i was wondering if anyone have any suggestions on websites or books i can buy to learn what all the cards mean.
    There is a small paper with what the cards mean, but since there are many cards with the same number and stuff, it would be easier with pics and description.
    The cards are in swedish,…[Read more]

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    Karolina posted an update 9 years, 3 months ago

    I want to go home.
    Im in my house, in my room. But it dosen´t feel like home. It never has, and probably never will.

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    Karolina answered question “Anyone here who has tested Whey 80/100 protein powder?9 years, 3 months ago

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    Karolina posted an update 9 years, 4 months ago

    It hurts.
    It literarily hurts when i breath.
    My whole chest is aching.

    And i don´t even know why i´m depressed. My whole chest just hurts and i want to cry

    Mood : Depressed
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    Karolina posted a new activity comment 9 years, 5 months ago

    In reply to: Karolina posted an update i havent cut in 332 days, and today when i went down the basement and i found a razorbladeknife. And i took it and cut my finger. Is that considerd selfharm? View

    shit.. So i should count from 0 now?

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    Karolina posted an update 9 years, 5 months ago

    i havent cut in 332 days, and today when i went down the basement and i found a razorbladeknife. And i took it and cut my finger.
    Is that considerd selfharm?

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    Karolina posted an update 9 years, 5 months ago

    I wish i had friends.
    I feel so depressed whenever i see my friends snapchat where they hang out with people

    Mood : Sad
    • Please don’t be sad @suklaakakku, remember the Blah community will always be here for you and so will I, I’m always here if you need to talk or if you need a friend, message me anytime if you want, stay strong, you are never alone, I’m sure you will meet people who will love you for who you are, you deserve to have compassionate and loving…[Read more]

    • Hi! You may not know me but we end up being friends somehow. I am like you, I always feel lonely too. That’s why Im here in Blahtherapy. But Im finding peace lately because Im slowly accepting the fact that I am an introvert and there is nothing wrong with that.

      Point is, you shouldn’t think bad for yourself if you’re not spending time with…[Read more]

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    Karolina posted a new activity comment 9 years, 5 months ago

    In reply to: Karolina posted an update Having no friends really suck, like big time. I just wish i had someone :/ View

    thanks

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    Karolina posted a new activity comment 9 years, 5 months ago

    In reply to: Karolina posted an update Having no friends really suck, like big time. I just wish i had someone :/ View

    i just woke up, it´s morning here.. Or Lunch

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    Karolina posted an update 9 years, 5 months ago

    Having no friends really suck, like big time.
    I just wish i had someone :/

    Mood : Alone
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    Karolina posted an update 9 years, 5 months ago

    All i have been dreaming of this past week is 2 things.
    1. Dying.
    2. Going away from here and never returning.

    And i don´t know what i want more..

    Mood : Alone
    • Please don’t feel alone or sad @suklaakakku, you deserve to be thinking happy and positive thoughts, please try to stay upbeat and be positive, you deserve to have a bright smile on your face, things will get better and everything will work out for you, keep your head up and don’t give up, you will do great things in life and I’m sure your days…[Read more]

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    Karolina posted an update 9 years, 6 months ago

    Today whilst showering, i looked down at my body. At all my fat, stretchmarks, scars. And i just felt sick.
    How will someone ever love me :(
    I look disgusting. I am disgusting.

    Mood : Depressed
    • I agree with @sameen, they are your battle scars @suklaakakku showing you have been through so much and survived, keep fighting, you can do this, you are such a beautiful and special person, don’t give up, you are not disgusting, please don’t think like that, we all love and care about you hun, the Blah community will always be here for you,…[Read more]

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    Karolina posted an update 9 years, 6 months ago

    Haven´t been here for awhile, and now i´m starting to get really really bad again..
    Almost jumped infront of a train yesterday, so i need people to talk to. And i´m thinking about hurting myself..

    Mood : Depressed
    • Please don’t do anything to yourself @suklaakakku, you can and will make it through this, things will get better, keep your head up and keep fighting, don’t give up, you are such a beautiful and special person, stay strong, try your best to stay positive, you are not alone, you have so many wonderful qualities in you, keep smiling, you deserve…[Read more]

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    Karolina joined the group Group logoBreaking Stereotypes 9 years, 8 months ago

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    Karolina posted an update 9 years, 8 months ago

    I don´t see a reason for staying alive anymore.
    I´ve lost all my friends except 2. And one of them have other better friends, and the other one don´t even live here.
    I fail school, i can´t loose weight, i can´t do acting.

    • You deserve to be here @suklaakakku, please don’t think badly about yourself, try to think positively, you deserve happiness and you deserve to smile, you are an amazing person, please don’t give up, you will do wonderful things with your life, keep your head up and keep moving forward, you can do this, you are not alone and you have so much…[Read more]

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    Karolina posted a new activity comment 9 years, 8 months ago

    In reply to: Karolina posted an update Went back to The threadmill and tried to speedwalk for 20 min, just so i Could atleast workout a little more. But hell no.. My body decides to cry when i had done it for 5 min View

    Obviously i can´t

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    Karolina posted a new activity comment 9 years, 8 months ago

    In reply to: Karolina posted an update Went back to The threadmill and tried to speedwalk for 20 min, just so i Could atleast workout a little more. But hell no.. My body decides to cry when i had done it for 5 min View

    But i could do it for 1.5 hour straight before..
    But now i fuck it up

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    Karolina posted an update 9 years, 8 months ago

    Went back to The threadmill and tried to speedwalk for 20 min, just so i Could atleast workout a little more.
    But hell no..
    My body decides to cry when i had done it for 5 min

    Mood : Crappy
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    Karolina posted an update 9 years, 8 months ago

    Decided to go to The gym today, since i haven’t Been there for about a week and i need to loose weight.
    After like 40 min of workout i get a panic attack and can’t breath. So i rush to The changing room and in to The toilet and starts to Cry.

    Mood : Crappy
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