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    Cecelia posted an update 1 day, 2 hours ago

    Whenever I feel normal at work, a coworker will raise their voice or yell at me and then I dissociate and get triggered lmaoo

    • That’s not right at all @invincible, your colleagues and co-workers should treat you with kindness, respect and compassion, I understand you all have jobs to do and you are a team but they should treat you positively so you can work better together, I would talk to your colleagues and let them know how you feel Cecelia, remember you deserve…[Read more]

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    Katherine posted an update 3 weeks, 5 days ago

    hope everyone is doing good

    • Hope you are doing great too @teamtennantgirl, I’m surviving Katherine, just trying to take one day at a time, remember to smile Katherine and always be the awesome, special and wonderful person that you are, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • Thank you so much Katherine! I hope you are doing good too, and having a fantastic week so far. Stay strong <3 @teamtennantgirl

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months, 1 week ago

    Love is and should be about accepting and adoring the good, the bad, the easy, and the hard. Not just infatuation and idealism.

    • Exactly as you said @invincible. Love is about accepting the person as a whole, with all their bad and all their good. Some people should remember that.

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    Katherine posted an update 3 months ago

    its better to feel pain, than nothing all

    • Oli replied 3 months ago

      You deserve to feel happiness, brightness and positivity @teamtennantgirl, I don’t want to see you feeling pain or feeling like nothing Katherine, you are such a wonderful, awesome and amazing person who deserves to smile and truly shine, don’t let the dark moments get you down Katherine, please know you are loved and so many people care about you…[Read more]

    • When we feel nothing for a long time, even pain sounds not that bad. Nonetheless, this does not mean that pain is what we should be feeling. Try to do the things that you enjoy or used to enjoy, to be around people that brings you peace, and to go to places that you really like. If you need it, please don’t be afraid to ask for help Katherine.…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 months, 2 weeks ago

    Now this environment is doing just what I feared… inflaming my insecurities and false reality perceptions, along with erratic and irrational obsessions……

    • You deserve to live in an environment where you feel safe, positive and happy @invincible, remember to surround yourself with compassion and brightness beautiful angel Cecelia, try to stay as upbeat as you can and focus on making each day as wonderful as possible sweetie, you will find somewhere comfortable Cecelia, a place where you can be…[Read more]

    • An environment that makes you feel like that it’s not a good one. If you are able to leave it, or spend as little time as possible there, the better. If this is not a suitable solution because of the circumstances, try to keep yourself grounded while being there. It’s very difficult to share an space with people that is constantly trying to…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 3 months, 2 weeks ago

    My past haunts me
    My present saddens and depresses me
    My future depresses, saddens and terrifies me because it’s so non – existent
    It’s all so hopeless and pointless :(
    I don’t have a life, I exist with no plans, hopes or dreams
    Just trying to survive each day without hope or positivity :(

    Mood : Depressed
    • You’ve put so much of your effort into helping others with an encouraging word. You deserve all the blessings and love the world can provide

    • The three of them can be terrifying and unnerving to think about. They have the power to petrify us and make us unable to keep going on. Try to focus in the little things dear Oli. You are an amazing human being, that only pursues for good in this world, and to help any soul who needs it. I and the BT community care about you my friend. You…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 4 months ago

    don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch feelings don’t catch…[Read more]

    Mood : Giggly
    • Oli replied 4 months ago

      Are you OK? @invincible, do you have feelings for someone or how are you feeling, I’m here if you need to talk sweetie, feel free to inbox me anytime, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    Cecelia posted an update 4 months ago

    So I’ve been doing actually pretty good??!!?!? ikr.. like wtf?? lol! So far so good, my new job is great, the staff is amazing and treats me like family already and I’ve only been there like one week… the work is pretty easy and I do it well with comfort p much!

    • Oli replied 4 months ago

      That’s so wonderful and nice to hear @invincible, glad your job is going well and all your colleagues treat you with respect and kindness beautiful angel Cecelia, hope you are doing OK sweetie, remember to keep smiling and always be the lovely person that you are Cecelia, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 4 months, 1 week ago

    I’m struggling, it’s all so hopeless and pointless… :(

    Mood : Depressed
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    Oli posted an update 4 months, 1 week ago

    It’s all so hopeless, I’ll forever be alone in this world :(

    Mood : Depressed
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    Cecelia posted an update 4 months, 1 week ago

    I was physically violated on mydate last week, forced upon w/o consent or ability to escape the situation, it wasn’t severe or r*pe, thank fucking god, but it’s still traumatizing to me and I keep having flashbacks… especially cause it brought on memories of when I was SAd as a kid. Ugh. I feel like I can’t tell anyone cause it’s…[Read more]

    • I’m so sorry that happened to you @invincible, please report it beautiful angel Cecelia, the disgusting person who violated you had absolutely no right to touch you in any way, please talk to someone and tell the authorities too Cecelia, remember I will always be here to support you Cecelia and so will the BT community sweetie, you will make it…[Read more]

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    Katherine posted an update 4 months, 2 weeks ago

    i honestly don’t want to be alive anymore
    i am so tired of everything

    • Please don’t think like that @teamtennantgirl, you are such a beautiful, awesome and special person who deserves to truly feel happy, positive and upbeat Katherine, what’s on your mind sweetheart?, please know you can always talk to or reach out to me sweetie, I want to see you feeling fantastic Katherine, don’t let the difficult moments break you…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 4 months, 2 weeks ago

    I’ve learned to not look for something relationship wise, I’m too deep of a person with deep intentions to look on apps where everyone wants some ideal now and fast. I want something real and meaningful and it will manifest when it does, at the right time, through something meaningful and worth my time. But as of now, I’ve realized I need to…[Read more]

    • One day you will meet someone @invincible, like you said, at the right time and the right moment beautiful angel Cecelia, you will meet a person who you can have a loving and emotional bond with sweetie, it’s good to see that you are focused on yourself and your own happiness sweetheart, remember to make each day as positive as you can and do…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 5 months ago

    So depressed. Eating total junk, sleeping for too long and feeling like shit. I didn’t expect this holiday season to be so depressing. I’m so disappointed in my family for making me feel so unloved and so invisible. So alone. I do so much to make the holidays beautiful and to make those I care about feel seen and loved, and Ican’t gt anything…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 5 months ago

      You deserve so much better @invincible, your family should treat you with love, care and dignity beautiful angel Cecelia, they should see and appreciate all the hard work, effort and time you have put in to make Christmas joyful and happy, please know you are loved and so many people care about you sweetie, try to stay positive and focus on…[Read more]

    • When you do so much for others and you get nothing but sadness and hopelessness in return, it’s absolutely not your fault @invincible. You have to stop taking care of everybody else and start taking care of yourself Cecelia. The ones that truly love you do not need constant proof of your love for them. Love goes both ways, and should not make you…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 5 months ago

    Stressed and upset because I put so much effort, love and excitement into the holidays for my family members and none of them can even see me as existent. So now I just wanna sleep and eat junk.

    • Oli replied 5 months ago

      Your family should recognize all the hard work and effort you have done preparing for the holiday period @invincible, you deserve so much better beautiful angel Cecelia, they should be aware of your achievements and be supportive, encouraging and loving, I know it’s hard sweetie but try to stay positive and be kind to yourself, you do matter…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 5 months, 3 weeks ago

    day 1 of christmas holiday season prep and my family already has me feeling down. it’s not even december yet, so i’ll try to keep my head up.

    • Your family have absolutely no right to be horrible to you @invincible, you deserve to be treated with respect, love and care sweetie, don’t let their meanness break you down sweetheart, be as upbeat and optimistic as you can Cecelia and remember to always surround yourself with compassion and kindness, keep smiling because you are loved Cecelia…[Read more]

    • These holidays can be pretty difficult, especially if family makes it hard for you. As you said, try to keep your head up @invincible. Spend time outside if you don’t feel comfortable at home, doing stuff you like so your mind is at ease. I hope your family cool down (or at least, that they are not worse) as the final days of december aproach.…[Read more]

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