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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 3 days ago

    day 1 of christmas holiday season prep and my family already has me feeling down. it’s not even december yet, so i’ll try to keep my head up.

    • Your family have absolutely no right to be horrible to you @invincible, you deserve to be treated with respect, love and care sweetie, don’t let their meanness break you down sweetheart, be as upbeat and optimistic as you can Cecelia and remember to always surround yourself with compassion and kindness, keep smiling because you are loved Cecelia…[Read more]

    • These holidays can be pretty difficult, especially if family makes it hard for you. As you said, try to keep your head up @invincible. Spend time outside if you don’t feel comfortable at home, doing stuff you like so your mind is at ease. I hope your family cool down (or at least, that they are not worse) as the final days of december aproach.…[Read more]

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    laylab95 posted an update 3 weeks, 4 days ago

    Hi guys! I haven’t been on here in years

    Mood : Anxious
    • It’s so great to see you back on BT @layla95, hope you are doing well Layla and things are going positively in your life lovely angel Layla, I’ve missed you so much sweetie, remember you are so special and beautiful Layla, feel free to inbox me anytime if you ever need to talk sweetheart, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

    • Welcome back @layla95 :D . I hope you are having a nice week so far <3!

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    Cecelia posted an update 4 weeks ago

    From being bullied by a family member, to chronic severe physical pain, to thus suffering greatly with my college grades, and still being poor as hell… I’m doing surprisingly alright, if I stay distracted from the chaos lol.

    • You don’t deserve to be bullied by family @invincible, they should treat you with love and care sweetie, don’t let someone horrible get you down beautiful angel Cecelia, please take care of yourself Cecelia, I want to see you feeling positive, happy and healthy sweetheart, hopefully you will feel better and the chronic pain will subside, I would…[Read more]

    • It’s so sad that a family member treats you that way, since they should be the first ones to love and care about you. Don’t let them take control over you and your life. I hope you can leave that environment as soon as possible @invincible. In the mean time, focus in your career, your writings, and most importantly, in your health and well…[Read more]

    • Family members can be real jerks0! I’m so sorry you’re going through that but, I can relate to all that you’ve mentioned above. Those days will turn around for you. The fact that you’re pushing through college speaks volumes girl! The money and freedom will come in due time ❤️ hang in there

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month ago

    went thru severe, SEVERE pain today so i couldn’t finish my assignments for my online college class. couldn’t get an extension for one lousy fucking day or even until midnight. now i might fail the whole class. if that’s the case i’m literally gonna pay some witch on fiverr to hex my whole fucking college and professor istg

    • I know a few witches :)

    • They really should give you an extension @invincible, I would talk to your college about it sweetie and hopefully they can be persuaded to give you some time to finish your class, try to stay positive and please know no matter what happens, you will achieve all your goals, dreams and aspirations beautiful angel Cecelia, keep smiling sweetie and…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month ago

    All of ya’ll probably know how HARD it is to get a piece of writing published somewhere. Especially being a young adult and having had none published so far and trying relentlessly for the past 6 years to get something published in a publication. I thought having had my first piece finally published (that first roadblock to getting more…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      You deserve so much better @invincible, your family member should give you encouragement, positivity and support, they have absolutely no right to trample over your dedication and hard work, they should be proud of you and your writing beautiful angel Cecelia, keep writing Cecelia and creating wonderful pieces Cecelia, don’t let the negativity of…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month, 1 week ago

    i’m really noticing how much of a negative rain cloud she is. i will feel energetic, happy and proud and when she comes home, instantly i’m down. i got a letter from a publishing thing saying they liked my poem and to send it back to publish, and she wanted to throw itaway claiming it was spam. i went from feeling proud to unappreciated shit in…[Read more]

    • Don’t surround yourself with negative and toxic people @invincible, remember to always surround yourself with people who will bring you positivity, encouragement, kindness and love beautiful angel Cecelia, always be proud of your achievements Cecelia, do communicate clearly sweetie with anyone who attempts to bring you down with negativity, be as…[Read more]

    • Looks like a very toxic person there; tries to diminish your accomplishments and considers communication as a direct attack. If you are able to leave that environment, do it as soon as possible. If not, remember that what this person is doing is giving negative energy and bringing you down. You are not what they try to make you believe. Be proud…[Read more]

    • Btw, not taking into account the bad circumstances, it’s nice to see you again @invincible ^^

    • Rain replied 1 month ago

      It’s great someone wants to publish your poem. You should definitely be proud because you obviously have a talent. And if the negative Nelly in your space doesn’t see that, it’s their loss. Beauty comes in all shapes and forms, and taste differs. Don’t let anyone ruin your good mood. It’s disheartening you don’t seem to feel safe to vent to…[Read more]

    • So nice to see you Marta!! I hope you’re doing well! Thank you for your comment

    • thank you Oli & Rain, it means a lot. Yes, I’m stuck with them for the time being, I’m going to bring it up to my therapist for advice of what to do and how to communicate the situation

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    Oli posted an update 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    I feel so hopeless, depressed, worried, lost, scared, uncertain, alone and isolated :( , I will always be this reclusive loner, the future looks so very bleak, there is no hope for Oli, none :(

    Mood : Depressed
    • I know it’s very difficult, my dear friend. But for sure there is hope for you. The same hope you’ve been giving to all of us during all these years. You have brightened our darkest days with your kindness and compassion. Whenever you feel overwhelmed with all of those feelings, please reach to any of us. We are here for you, in the same way you…[Read more]

    • Oli, this world has been so difficult the past few years. You have made it this long. Don’t give up. You have given many of us hope over the years and I hope that you know that someone out here is willing to talk with you and help you through this

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months ago

    trying not to cry because no job is accepting my apps or calling me back ,and I am trying so hard!!!!! i STILL can’t find work from pandemic and i’ve gotten $0 from the government meanwhile lazy freeloaders and criminals get THOUSANDS! What is fucking wrong with this picture?!?! Either give us ALLL money or NONE OF US. Tired of being a good…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 2 months ago

      The government really should give you relief money as you need it to get through each day and buy items for yourself @invincible, I know things can be difficult and frustrating beautiful angel Cecelia but keep applying for as many jobs as you can, hopefully something will come up for you soon sweetie, you will make it through hard times sweetie…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 2 months ago

    Everything is so hopeless, why bother trying, I always end up failing no matter what I do :(

    Mood : Depressed
    • I am here for you Oli, you are an angel and deserve all the best! You will get the best, don’t give up, we are here and won’t let you fall too hard ♥

    • What’s wrong?

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months ago

    applying to places that i am ready totry for work but no one is getting back to me. and unemployment finds me ‘unfit’ to get benefits… so great. I’m 100% broke and the government has denied my appeals for the pandemic relief money. i couldn’t work during the pandemic and while minors, criminals, and other good standing citizens like myself…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 2 months ago

      Please don’t give up @invincible, try to keep applying and looking for work beautiful angel Cecelia, I know it can be frustrating, when I have applied for jobs I get a lot of rejections and not hearing back from employers, but keep doing your best Cecelia and put your resume out there for lots of places to see, hopefully something you are…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 2 months, 1 week ago

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BAOTzmKoKts

    NEW FOOTAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!! SOOOOOO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

    Mood : Excited
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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    i am suffocating in this inescapable pain

    • I don’t want to see you in any sort of pain @invincible, you are such a beautiful angel who deserves to feel truly happy, positive and wonderful Cecelia, remember to always be kind to yourself sweetie and surround yourself with all the things that bring you love, joy and hope, you will make it through this angel Cecelia as you are so brave and…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    I feel like I am in such a fog constantly, it’s so odd, i can’t committ to a job search because of it and i’m hesistant to schedule a therapy appt, what the hell is wrong with me?? I feel so out of touch.

    • Don’t be afraid to reach out for help and support when you need too @invincible, I’m sure you will find the right therapist, remember we all deserve to have someone who will listen to and hear us, please know the BT community will always be here for you lovely Cecelia and so will I, you will find direction and purpose in life sweetheart and you…[Read more]

    • thank you so much, yesterday after i posted this, I did some fall decorating and scheduled an appt at the end of the month!

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    it is incredibly lonely when people who are your supposed friends and family don’t know you at all.

    • You are such a beautiful and special angel who deserves to be surrounded by love, care and kindness @invincible, those closest to you, your family and friends should always support and be there for you Cecelia no matter what, I want to see you happy sweetie, please know you do matter lovely Cecelia and you are worth it sweetheart, I will always be…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months, 3 weeks ago

    I keep trying to get enough sleep but my body just doesn’t comply. I always feel sick, tired and lke I’m not in my body, especially the last several weeks. I’m trying to do college, take care of myself and my family, and my cat, and look for a job but I just cannot function and i dont know why and i dontk now what to do. it’s very ennvering…[Read more]

    • Please take care of yourself @invincible, I want to see you feeling positive and happy mentally, emotionally and physically beautiful angel Cecelia, remember to always be kind to yourself Cecelia and focus on making each day optimistic and hopeful sweetie, remember you are a survivor who will make it through this and never gives up, hold your head…[Read more]

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