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    Cecelia posted an update 1 day ago

    Anyone know where I can find an online or zoom support group that is free for shopping / spending addictions or compulsive buying? I could really use something like that but google is not showing me any resources which makes me think no one takes my problem seriously and makes me wanna ignore it until I am rock bottom screwed.

    • Hope you are doing OK beautiful angel @invincible, please take care of yourself sweetie, I know how you feel about shopping addiction, you are buying things to fill a void in your life, I have done that as well sweetheart, buying items I don’t need just because they make me feel happier, try to be careful and look after your finances sweetie so…[Read more]

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    m_decriminalizer posted an update 6 days, 17 hours ago

    Idk, where to start, it’s something inside me crawling under the burden of society and rules, family and friends, good and bads, to became something, to feel itself. A small space or vacuum filled with nothingness, want nothing, say nothing, just waiting to come outside. A little pain in heart remember me again and again that you ate worth…[Read more]

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    • I don’t want to see you feeling alone or in pain @hardyeshc99, you are such a wonderful person who deserves to smile and feel awesome, focus on your happiness and remember to surround yourself with love, compassion and hope, we all deserve someone to be loyal towards, a friend who we will always stick with, you will find a good relationship and…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 1 day ago

    Had a good convo and cry with my family member… I feel kind of odd but relieved I told them by feelings and consequences from my depression… they are stressed out too and we got it out in the open which is the first step to healing.

    • Oli replied 1 week ago

      It’s good to see that you were able to bond with a family member @invincible, like you said, hopefully this will start a healing process where you can re-connect with your family and try to start building and working on relationships with them, hope they keep having meaningful conversations with you going forward so you feel better and happier,…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 2 days ago

    I know this sounds stupid too, but it’s like my (few remaining) friends are just dropping me and just making me feel so unloved and invisible. they just use me and then leave. and on social media I have been raising my voice about my personal experience with M.I., s*xual assault, eating disorder, addiction … and I don’t expect anything or any…[Read more]

    • You deserve to be heard and acknowledged @invincible, anyone who leaves or abandons you because of struggles you have been through isn’t worth your time beautiful angel Cecelia, remember to surround yourself with love and compassion sweetie, we all deserve friends around us who listen and sympathise, who help us feel happier, try to stay focused…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 2 days ago

    last year i had planned a tri p to new orleans with my best friend. i los a lot of money and missed out on a great trip due to COVID. now my family members aer going to new orleans didn’t even bring it up or ask me if i wanted to go… i couldn’t afford it anyway, but yes I am jealous and resenting them big time. SO hurt. They don’t know me at…[Read more]

    • I’m so sorry that you missed out on your trip due to COVID @invincible, hopefully you will get to go on your trip soon once things return to normal and lockdown is lifted in the USA sweetie, your family members really should be considerate and they should let you come along because than you would be able to make your trip happen, please don’t…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 4 days ago

    my depression & fatigue has been so bad and no one is there (family/friends) to support or encourage me… it just makes me feel worse that no one cares to notice or help..

    • I care about you and want nothing but the best for you @invincible, please don’t feel like that, you are loved beautiful angel Cecelia and you do matter, those closest to you should always support and be there for you Cecelia, you will beat depression and fatigue, please take care of yourself sweetheart, relax when you can Cecelia, focus on all…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks ago

    I am really becoming self aware of my depression and how serious it is. I might need to see my doctor for an increase of my meds.

    I feel so alone though, given all my friends and all my family members deny/ reject my disorder and instead enable and ignore it. Ha.

    • Do reach out for help, support and guidance when you need too @invincible, do go to the doctors sweetie if you need help in getting the right medications or therapy so you can overcome depression, I want to see you feeling positive, upbeat and happy beautiful angel Cecelia, your family and friends really should support and be there for you…[Read more]

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    m_decriminalizer posted an update 1 month ago

    Idk where to start.. I’m feeling quite low for few days… Not getting my sleep, never on schedule, just laying in bed to relax, still not helping, headaches for few days, pain in several parts of body like it’s giving me a sign to see something,, pulling me towards it. Like i really miss something here, what is it, idk,, how to see it,, idk..…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 1 month ago

      Please try to relax and take care of yourself @hardyeshc99, you deserve to feel physically, mentally and emotionally well, hope your headache heals, try to get some sleep and always be kind to yourself, don’t let the dark moments get you down, focus on the positive things in life and on the things that bring you happiness and brightness,…[Read more]

    • Thanks.. Thanx alot… It’s just that everyone’s in there ups and downs and.. I’m always drifting into thoughts and… I’m doing my best. Feel great feom the advice

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    why can’t I find a decent guy, or let a lone friend?? Anyway, I’ve attracted yet another guy who is too fucked up in his own problems to develop anything towards me, besides his own emotionally unstable illusions so I am spending saturday watching Just Married on youtube and doing my psych. midterm. cheers! I do have some good news tho… got a…[Read more]

    • You are such a beautiful, special and lovely angel who truly deserves a relationship with someone who will show you love @invincible, we all struggle in life but we should always take the time to show those closest to us how much we care about them, try to have a good weekend beautiful angel Cecelia, I’m sure you will do fantastically in your…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    I have felt so hated and ignored since birth, why would I stop feeling that now?

    • Please don’t feel like that @invincible, you are loved beautiful angel Cecelia and so many people care about you sweetie, I want to see you feeling happy sweetheart, smile because you are so amazing, awesome and wonderful Cecelia, don’t let mean or toxic people break you sweetie, focus on making yourself upbeat, hold your head up high and make…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    It’s hurtful when your family member that is the only one you can trust and love doesn’t and doesn’t want to admit the trauma I’ve gone through and the struggles I currently go thru. It’s fucked up.

    • You deserve so much better @invincible, your family should support and always be there for you beautiful angel Cecelia, they shouldn’t dismiss or play down your thoughts, feelings and emotions sweetheart, please know so many people love and care about you Cecelia, I do and so does everyone here on BT, you are truly brave and courageous Cecelia,…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    since the government is holding the money they owe me, I have missed out on the opportunity of buying a car, buying athletic wear and workout gear to better my health, props for my blogs and paying someone who needed some cash. thanks. i will not be planning tostay in this shitty ass state.

    • The government really should pay you the money that you are owed @invincible, hopefully they will get their act together and send out the money, I hope things work out for you beautiful angel Cecelia, try to stay upbeat sweetie and keep smiling, you can do it, feel free to inbox me anytime if you ever need to talk Cecelia, stay strong, you are…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months ago

    slipping back 2 an old habit … :/

    • Oli replied 2 months ago

      Please don’t let destructive habits break you @invincible, I want to see you feeling wonderful and happy beautiful angel Cecelia, remember to hold your head up high and know you are so brave, courageous and special, things may be hard but you will overcome any hurdles that life throws at you sweetie, you are a survivor and fighter Cecelia, always…[Read more]

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