what I went through recently, caused me to cry for hours nonstop because it wasn’t in my control but I got treated in a way that was rude and I was humiliated and kicked out of place because of something I didn’t know how to handle. I’m someone who chooses to love instead of hate and keep my heart light. I have friends of many ages… Someone once told me that I don’t have any friends… and I’ve been told by a supposed psychic at a time that I would go through really bad situation because of what I did in a past life… she manipulated me into having a psychic session with her, even though I told her 3 times I didn’t want to do it, she kept talking anyway, even though I didn’t want to go through with the session, all she wanted was to take my money, she told me I had to pay $300 for something that would help me, when I said no, she started saying really bad things to me and started yelling at me in front of a friend… It seems like I’m a kind person and some people use that to try to take advantage and get something from me… I deserve to live my life, knowing that I deserve to be happy, healthy, to live joyously and successfully. Certain things, or reactions that people had, have caused me to feel like I was unsafe in this world and that nothing would go right in my life. I know that this isn’t right and that I do deserve happiness… I feel like I’m done meeting with people because I don’t want to be hurt anymore… I feel like I can’t take anymore and that I can only be around my own surroundings. I feel like maybe it’s better to be by myself and focus on things that can bring me joy… My tolerance for pain has gotten very low… I don’t deserve to go through any suffering.