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    Spectrolite7 posted an update 3 years, 8 months ago

    i almost feel like nothing matters… like even if I do my best to enjoy life, it still feels like something is missing. i don’t know what to do, whether to go outside or to stay inside… whether to create something and make art or to lay down and relax… I don’t know what to do… and I don’t know how to get help… or how to be helped… i feel almost like nothing, like no one and kind of like i’m dead already… i know i’m alive but my spirit feels dead… i feel like the only way for me to have life is to talk about my painful feelings, feelings people have said were too much and ended up avoiding me because i was too much… and now i feel like i am nothing. I go outside and i skate but I still feel like i’m not enjoying myself even though I act as if I am… I don’t know how to fix this or how to feel better or live better…

    Mood : Listless
    • Please don’t feel like that @spectrolite7, you will find what is missing in your life and everything will be OK, try to go out and into the world if you can, expand your horizons and meet as many new people as you can, do talk about your feelings and emotions, get your thoughts out as much as you can, those who leave you because of your emotions aren’t worth it, surround yourself with positivity, compassion and empathy and know things will get better, you will find the right support and help that will move you in a good direction in life, remember to hold your head up high, always believe in yourself and never give up, you can do it, always be the fantastic person that you are, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)