Does it? That’s a question you can ask and determine yourself. Some are more/ less fortunate in life than others simply based on the life we were born into. Those external conditions of life can sometimes be hard to change because a situation may not always be up to you. So that leaves you with one situation that is always up to you, YOU. Your own situation. How you choose to feel within yourself is entirely in your control as long as you maintain control. As soon as you stop maintaining control of your perspective, your perspective on life begins to be effected by family, friends, society, and all the bullshit in life.
Jumping off a bridge might seem like a quick escape from all darkness in life, but your also escaping all the light and joy that life consists of. It’s not a temporary escape either, its permanent escape from all the potential you have within you.
It gets better dont worry
Things will get better for you @spectrolite7, you are such an incredible and remarkable person who deserves all the best in life, everything will work out, keep being the amazing individual that you are, you are a fighter and warrior who never gives up, so many more brighter days will be ahead for you and so much light will come into your life, great things will happen to you, believe in yourself and keep going forward, there is always hope, stay strong, you are never alone, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open (hugs)