i need help

i still don’t know what it’ll take to get me out of this state i’m in

so i had a week away with my family in cyprus. I pretty much drank the whole time did very little and just relaxed. i thought that would do be good. so why am i still the same?

i thought i cleared things up, but once again i find myself to just be ignored and pissed off

i really need some guidance

having up and down days but not feeling to bad

today is the first time in a long time i’ve felt good about myself and everything. looking forward to the future