Please don’t feel down about yourself @somelameperson, your future will be filled with so many bright moments and amazing opportunities, hopefully you will be able to financially support yourself for college, look around for options and see what comes up, you will do great and be successful, stay upbeat and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)

What about getting a part time job to help? Usually universities (or college as you call it) offer jobs within the campus or even in the surroundings ^^
Also you could attempt to apply for a scholarship or try to get help?