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    Travelling Girl posted an update 8 years, 8 months ago

    It has been SO long since I’ve been on here. I wish I could say I was happy and didn’t need guidance, but my reasoning is the exact opposite. I’ve been struggling so much lately with my asexuality. People claim to have ”never heard of it” and ”it must be made up” or ”I don’t believe asexuality is a thing”. IT IS A ”thing”. Just because you are uneducated on the subject does not mean you can be ignorant. I am in so much pain right now all I can seem to do is cry. I don’t need to be validated in my existence. I just want to stop explaining why I don’t want a sexual relationship and having someone say ”you just need to find the right man”. No, I don’t. I don’t want to have sexual relations with anyone, ever. I’m not hiding the ”truth”, I’m not ”afraid to have sex” and I’m not ”too ugly to get laid”. JUST STOP THE IGNORANCE…PLEASE. At this point in my life I just want to stop living. I don’t want to go through life anymore…there are no more advantages to existing anymore. I’m tired, alone, harassed, unaccepted, abused, and hopeless for a brighter day.

    Mood : Uncomfortable
    • Do what makes you comfortable and happy @simplegirl, be the person that you want to be and don’t let anyone tell you differently, please don’t feel hopeless, you are such a lovely individual who deserves all the brightness and joy in the world, focus on the things that put a smile on your face and that make you feel awesome, things will go your way and everything will work out, try to stay as upbeat as you can, you are a warrior who will overcome, keep going and always believe in yourself, there is always a light at the end of the tunnel, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • Bloody fucking hell … this sounded so much like me it’s scary :o
      About an hour ago I came back to this site for the first time in over a year
      I am asexual and sick of the aggressive erasure that comes with that
      I have serious depression and suicidal tendencies
      … We should have a chat sometime :3 I’m always willing to help you with anything you need