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    Oli posted an update 2 years, 2 months ago

    It’s all so hopeless, I’ll forever be alone in this world :(

    Mood : Depressed
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    Oli posted an update 2 years, 5 months ago

    I feel so hopeless, depressed, worried, lost, scared, uncertain, alone and isolated :( , I will always be this reclusive loner, the future looks so very bleak, there is no hope for Oli, none :(

    Mood : Depressed
    • I know it’s very difficult, my dear friend. But for sure there is hope for you. The same hope you’ve been giving to all of us during all these years. You have brightened our darkest days with your kindness and compassion. Whenever you feel overwhelmed with all of those feelings, please reach to any of us. We are here for you, in the same way you…[Read more]

    • Oli, this world has been so difficult the past few years. You have made it this long. Don’t give up. You have given many of us hope over the years and I hope that you know that someone out here is willing to talk with you and help you through this

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    Oli posted an update 2 years, 5 months ago

    Everything is so hopeless, why bother trying, I always end up failing no matter what I do :(

    Mood : Depressed
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    Oli posted an update 2 years, 6 months ago

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BAOTzmKoKts

    NEW FOOTAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!! SOOOOOO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

    Mood : Excited
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    Oli posted an update 2 years, 6 months ago

    It’s almost here, bring on 30th September!!!!!!!, I’m actually excited for something! :D

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N_gD9-Oa0fg

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FREBR6FH1rg

    Mood : Excited
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    Oli posted an update 2 years, 6 months ago

    I would like to thank @blackrabbit for always being here for me, she’s truly awesome, amazing and lovely :) <3

    Mood : Thankful
    • Anytime lahv – You are always here for me as well and it is very much appreciated and wanted. Thank you for making these past several years <3

    • Anytime lahv – You are always here for me as well and it is very much appreciated and wanted. Thank you for making these past several years <3

    • Thank you so much for your kindness, love, support and friendship @blackrabbit, you mean so much to me sweetie, I will always be here for you BlackRabbit, always remember that :) <3 (hugs)

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    Hayden posted an update 3 years, 4 months ago

    My father has been cheating on my mom. He admitted to it yesterday. The day before, she caught him texting a woman. He denied it, but she saw it…

    It isn’t just one. It’s several. He “doesn’t know what he wants”, but continues to allow her to cook for him and do his laundry. He’s threatening to throw us all out. Threatened to “throw out”…[Read more]

    Mood : Anxious
    • I’m so sorry that is happening to you and your family @devilndisguise, your father has no right to do that to you or your mother, my awesome friend Hayden, he should try his best to make things work with your mother so you can remain a loving family, he shouldn’t be aggressive towards your dog, that’s not good at all Hayden, I would try to come…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 3 years, 6 months ago

    NEW TRAILER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

    Mood : Excited
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    Oli posted an update 3 years, 9 months ago

    Words to accurately describe me:
    Pathetic, reclusive, failure, sad, depressed, lost, lonely, stupid, hopeless, alone :(

    Mood : Depressed
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    Oli posted an update 3 years, 9 months ago

    Will you be my friend? :(

    Mood : Lonely
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    Oli posted an update 3 years, 9 months ago

    Life is so lonely, depressing and sad, I don’t know why I bother or try because in the end, absolutely NOTHING ever works out for me, I’m not a positive person at all, I’m hopeless and lost with no real goals or aspirations, I’m going to be 30 years old next year and have nothing to show for it except failure, I have been a recluse for so long…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 3 years, 10 months ago

    I’m so lonely, alone and sad, the pain will never end for me, I just want to die, everything is so hopeless :(

    Mood : Depressed
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    Oli and Profile picture of KinkyMomoKinkyMomo are now friends 4 years ago

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    Oli and Profile picture of Bailee003Bailee003 are now friends 4 years ago

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    Hayden posted an update 4 years ago

    It’s been awhile, but I wanted to check in. Doesn’t seem that much has changed around here, which comes as a major disappointment, but not necessarily a shock.

    Anyway, I think I need to vent. It doesn’t really matter if anyone sees this or even reads it, I just need an outlet. BT has always been there for me, above all else and through all of…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • Oli replied 4 years ago

      Please don’t harm or kill yourself @devilndisguise, you are so lovely, amazing, incredible and special to me and the entire BT community Hayden, so many people care about and love you Hayden, you are a much valued and appreciated member of BT Hayden, things will get better for you, my brave and courageous friend Hayden, don’t let the dark…[Read more]

    • don’t ‘hope’ for it. make it happen. of course it’s a hell of a journey so i’m by no means downplaying the difficulty of it but quite simply – figure out where you are in life. your limitations, your strengths, etc. then figure out where you want to be. make a plan to go from where you are to where you want to be and follow it consistently.…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 4 years, 1 month ago

    Seriously the more TV spots that come out for this, the more excited I get, bring on April 2020!!!! :D

    Mood : Excited
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    Oli posted an update 4 years, 1 month ago

    OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know it’s only a 30 second TV spot, but SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, IT’S ALMOST HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D , hope everyone on the wonderful BT community is doing well too, remember I love each and every one of you and I want the best for all of you, this community means so much to me :) <3 (hugs and love…[Read more]

    Mood : Excited
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    Oli and Profile picture of JennaJenna are now friends 4 years, 2 months ago

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    Oli and Profile picture of MaddieMaddie are now friends 4 years, 2 months ago

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