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    jporwave posted an update 5 months, 1 week ago

    still here
    not even sure ill ever have the guts to try…

    was gonna try to just starve myself ha ha but didnt even make the full 24 hours before it hurt too much
    maybe being stuck in this miserable limbo is my karma

    Mood : Afraid
    • Please don’t be afraid @shadrakor, you are such a wonderful, awesome and fantastic person who deserves to be here, please eat and take care of yourself, stay positive and be healthy, I want to see you doing well emotionally, mentally and physically, remember to hold your head up high and know you are a survivor who never gives up, always believe in yourself, smile and keep going forward with optimism, you can do it, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • If you need to talk, I am here hun

    • you dont know anything about me really… if Im so amazing why do I lose everyone I care about? they dont just magically make the choice, and its happened too much for it to just be some freak accident- I *push* them away because Im not a good person

      Im nice at best but even an asshole can be nice if it gets him what he wants

      Ive never believed in myself so I doubt thats gonna happen lol

    • I appreciate that, both of you, but I know I probably wont take advantage of the offers