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    jporwave posted an update 2 weeks, 6 days ago

    ive been so depressed lately
    i miss my ex and i feel like a failure again

    Mood : Hurt
    • Please don’t feel sad @shadrakor, you are not a failure, you will do great things in life and you will make all your dreams come true, stay positive and focus on making each day as wonderful as you can, I would try to contact your ex if you can and see what happens, everything will work out and things will be OK, never give up, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to talk, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • ha ha ha
      if i could i would
      but its not like there would be a reason

      she blocked me everywhere out of nowhere and kicked me and my friend out of her discord server, gave me a panic attack, still dont know why
      she said it was for both our sake

      i didnt handle it well and looked for literally any place i could still message her
      she sent back a message calling me a stalker a week later and pulling up all the mistakes i made in the past, blaming me for everything that went wrong. she said it was the last one she’d ever send and that she never wanted to hear from me again. then she made new accounts and blocked me on all of them too.

      i know i made mistakes, im human, but nothing to warrant *that*

      i shouldnt still miss her but ive never loved anyone like her
      nobody loved me like she did, when she still did
      its over forever and i feel empty because of it