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    Shadow333 posted a new activity comment 8 years, 9 months ago

    In reply to: Shadow333 posted an update Talked to the crisis team but they never have that much to say. I hate agoraphobia. Too bad my ex is my only friend on the East Coast. I need to cook something. Had clams and pasta […] View

    Thanks for the kind words Oli. I will try to be optimistic, this is just an annoying phase of my life.

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    Shadow333 posted an update 8 years, 9 months ago

    Talked to the crisis team but they never have that much to say. I hate agoraphobia. Too bad my ex is my only friend on the East Coast. I need to cook something. Had clams and pasta yesterday with spaghetti sauce. Tonight I might make pancakes. Lol

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    • Do things that make you feel happy and content @shadow333, you are such a wonderful person who deserves all the best in life, keep smiling, stay positive and hold your head up high, you can do this, things will be OK, you are a survivor who never gives up, great things will happen to you, I’m sure everything will be OK, keep going and always…[Read more]

    • Thanks for the kind words Oli. I will try to be optimistic, this is just an annoying phase of my life.

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    Shadow333 posted a new activity comment 9 years, 2 months ago

    In reply to: Shadow333 posted an update How come people can do this to me but I can’t fight back? I hate my life. View

    I’m scared to even tell you but I will try once to share my story on here. Complicated, if you read my side panel it will tell you part of the story. I got ptsd, bipolar, hypervigilance, sleep apnea, sleep paralysis, chest pains, psoriasis. These are stress related, most of the other problems come from the ptsd. I’m on SSDI and unemployed, my…[Read more]

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    Shadow333 posted an update 9 years, 2 months ago

    How come people can do this to me but I can’t fight back? I hate my life.

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    • I’m scared to even tell you but I will try once to share my story on here. Complicated, if you read my side panel it will tell you part of the story. I got ptsd, bipolar, hypervigilance, sleep apnea, sleep paralysis, chest pains, psoriasis. These are stress related, most of the other problems come from the ptsd. I’m on SSDI and unemployed, my…[Read more]

    • I’m sorry that you’re going through all of this. I hope your future will be brighter. If you ever feel like talking, feel free to message me.

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    Shadow333 posted a new activity comment 9 years, 3 months ago

    In reply to: Shadow333 posted an update Beta blockers, zyprexa, and coloring books FTW View

    Am I going crazy or is it the world around me?

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    Shadow333 posted an update 9 years, 3 months ago

    Beta blockers, zyprexa, and coloring books FTW

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    Shadow333 posted an update 9 years, 3 months ago

    If your school or workplace bullies like to talk circles around you to make you sound crazy, read this:

    http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gaslighting

    http://medicalwhistleblowernetwork.jigsy.com/ptsd-injury-not-disease

    ”the cause is easily identifiable and verifiable, but denied by those who are accountable

    the person is often articulate but…[Read more]

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    Shadow333 posted an update 9 years, 3 months ago

    According to youtube, the “heart chakra” is the thymus gland. I heard it’s part of the immune system. If you have the chest pains you’re “allergic to bullcrap”, because if your environment was honest enough, the thymus gland expands and it’s healthy. If it shrinks, your environment fed you were too many “lies” that don’t add up, part of…[Read more]