i wish i had any friends to talk about this, or about anything, but i think people don’t like me

my mom still doesn’t know how i feel, i’ve told her but she just makes fun of it and thinks i’m joking, last time i told her i was feeling sick she told me that it must be my period for fuck sake

i can’t sleep because i start crying every fucking time i go to bed make it stop please!!1!

i just see how my friends at high school are dealing with life and i don’t understand why i can’t do the same

this is my 3rd year at college and i can’t stand it anymore, it’s too much for me, i’m only 18 i can’t i fucking can’t my grades are a mess and i feel like the pressure is slowly killing me

almost two years clean and i just fucked everything up

i thought i was over this shit dammit

i talked to someone at the vent/ listenet char and i just feel better

the guy i like just said i’m an exact muppet, that really sent my self-steem to shit

i’m sick, doctor said i need to take care of myself or i’d die

i don’t want food anymore

i’m always pretending everything’s okay and i’m really fine, and i just chill with others and laugh but i’m dying, literally

i can even talk to people

i’m such a mess

i’m failing math at college, this had never happened to me before

i need to cut