It’s been a while since I’ve posted an update onto this website! Looking back at all of the posts, I see the person I was and the things that I have thought/imagined. It’s humbling but it also makes me sad… I always imagined myself as being intelligent but I always had an unintentionally closeted view of the world, making me ignorant in the […] View
In reply to: RedDeLosMuertes posted an update It’s been a while since I’ve posted an update onto this website! Looking back at all of the posts, I see the person I was and the things that I have thought/imagined. It’s humbling […] View
I absolutely love cooking, I'm an introvert, but I'm also extravert. It's a horrible combination, really. I'm a very gentle person, and I do have a temper. I believe that everyone is the same, no matter if they killed 100 people or if they just tell white lies. Everyone is still human. Everyone deserves a second chance.
I'm someone who is often time hated by others. I tend to make many mistakes, and yes, I hate myself for them. I always wake up with just a dead, groggy feeling, and I feel like things will always go wrong, no matter how much I try to stay positive…
But there is one thing I know. I know I must keep fighting. I must keep going on, because I want to continue on in life. Because I want to have kids one day, I want to find someone who I can call my wife, I want to actually mean something to someone, not just somebody people could use for sex or what I own.
The thing is, I need to find myself first, and that's just half the battle.