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    Oli posted an update 4 weeks, 1 day ago

    I’m so alone in this world, nobody cares about me, I’m always going to be this lost, pathetic and sad failure, it doesn’t get better for Oli, he is forever stuck in this hole of depression and loneliness, I want to give up and stop bothering, every day is a struggle to find the reasons to continue with my awful existence, seriously I would be…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • Oli, you are beyond valuable and it really shows on this website. You are incredibly kind, helpful and we are always here for you- we will never leave you or stop caring because you are special to all of us here on blahtherapy. Things will get better because you are an inspiring, wonderful human being.

    • We all believe in you Oli, you are capable of going through this. Remember all the beautiful words that you give us every day, because you too deserve them, all of them and even more. Right now you might feel weak and hopeless, but we are here to give you the support and streght you need. Do not give up, you can with this!!

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    Oli posted an update 1 month ago

    I just want to give up, I have no one in this world, I’m so sick of trying, everyone leaves or abandons me eventually, depression and loneliness are the only things I have in this numb ‘life’ and ‘existence’, I’m sorry everyone, all of my statuses are so negative and bleak, nothing will ever change or get better for me, it was my destiny to…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • Change seldom comes from the outside world. A vast majority of the time, it comes from within. You’ve got to try and be the change that you want to see in your life. No one is promising you it will be easy, no one is promising you a rose garden; But once you accomplish it, you will see your life take a turn for the better.

    • Change seldom comes from the outside world. A vast majority of the time, it comes from within. You’ve got to try and be the change that you want to see in your life. No one is promising you it will be easy, no one is promising you a rose garden; But once you accomplish it, you will see your life take a turn for the better.

    • Change seldom comes from the outside world. A vast majority of the time, it comes from within. You’ve got to try and be the change that you want to see in your life. No one is promising you it will be easy, no one is promising you a rose garden; But once you accomplish it, you will see your life take a turn for the better.

    • Change seldom comes from the outside world. A vast majority of the time, it comes from within. You’ve got to try and be the change that you want to see in your life. No one is promising you it will be easy, no one is promising you a rose garden; But once you accomplish it, you will see your life take a turn for the better.

    • There are periods of time in our lives when everythings seems surrounded by darkness and despair, and we can’t see any way out of it. It’s going to be hard, but nothing lasts forever, and these hard times you’re going through will end too. @Oli you are a wonderful human being, full of kindness, compassion and empathy. You’ve helped so, so many…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    This is random, but am I the only one that can’t stand Walking Dead? I never seen such bad writing. To not mention the ammount of cliche elements I’ve seen. I don’t get why the show is so famous.

    • FINALLY SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS ME

    • I have never watched the show @marikofujimoto, so I can’t really offer an opinion, but I’m sure you will find other things to watch and enjoy Mariko, hope you are both doing well Mariko and @invincible, keep being beautiful angels inside and out Mariko and Cecelia, I’ll always here for both of you, inbox me anytime if you ever need to chat or…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 2 months ago

    Is so frustrating and disappointing to live under people’s words. They promise you the world, and you believe. In the end you get hurt, disappointed, you feel like a joke…
    In the end you really only have yourself. You can call it selfish but is the only way to live in this world.
    All I need is myself. I don’t need anyone. You can keep your…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 2 months ago

      Anyone who makes promises to you should always be there to help and support you no matter what @marikofujimoto, those who lie to you or betray you aren’t worth it hun, I want to see you being surrounded by compassion, love, empathy and kindness, please know so many people appreciate you Mariko, you truly deserve friendship and to have a strong…[Read more]

    • @oliver you’re 100% right

    • I completely understand and I live by this, too because it’s the only way to.

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    mariko posted an update 2 months ago

    The most frustrating thing in this world, is you thinking your loved ones also love you. Anyone is able to throw beautiful words at you, but action? Very few people can. Stop understanding their excuses.

    • Oli replied 2 months ago

      You are such a compassionate, kind and beautiful angel who deserves to feel cared for, appreciated, loved and acknowledged @marikofujimoto, your family should support you and always be there for you no matter what Mariko, please be kind to yourself and know so many people are here for you, I am and so is the BT community, those around you should…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 2 months ago

    To anyone that thinks depression and anxiety have an on/off switch, fuck you. Actually fuck you.
    Don’t talk to me, don’t even show up in front of me.
    As someone who struggles with this since very young, as someone who has been on meds and as someone who has a therapist, I’ll will say fuck you. Is not a matter of “oh you can be happy if you…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 2 months ago

      Focus on making yourself feel happier and positive emotionally and mentally @marikofujimoto, others really should give you advice that will truly helps you and makes you feel listened too, acknowledged and heard Mariko, anyone who judges you or is ignorant of mental health and the struggles you go through isn’t worth it sweetie, please don’t give…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 2 months, 1 week ago

    Hate complaining, but I don’t know what else to do. I don’t know how to feel happy. Everything is so dark.
    Doesn’t help I live in this stupid little pathetic town, where everyone is cruel, judgmental, that are always gossiping, and the cherry on top of the cake is that I’m terrified and angry I’ll see my abusive ex and his family.
    I try to…[Read more]

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    • I don’t want to see you feeling upset, down or sad @marikofujimoto, I want to see you positive and upbeat Mariko, I’ve been worried about you sweetie, you are such a beautiful, kind, compassionate and incredible angel who deserves all the happiness and joy that life has to offer, someone like you who is so special doesn’t deserve to be abused…[Read more]

    • Hi Mariko,
      I am sorry to hear that you’re going through such a rough time right now. Are you currently seeing anyone, a psychologist, about the issue? What kind of coping strategy are you utilizing presently? I am sorry that I am not more of a help right now. If you want to talk more in-depth about the situation, I am more than willing to listen…[Read more]

    • I am here for you! I am so sorry you are going through this ♥♥ I send you my love. You can get through this♥

    • @tomorrow I do have a therapist yes. I’ve been on therapy since January of this year.
      Is helpful but is only 1h a week so doesn’t even cover 5% of my problems.
      Is the only thing I can have right now, is the only free resources from the state.

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    Oli posted an update 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    I can’t do this anymore…why bother?, it’s better to give up on life because things will forever be dark, bleak, depressing, sad and hopeless, seriously if death came for me, I would be relieved and at peace because this stupid ‘life’ and existence holds no joy, happiness or positivity for Oli, all I have is loneliness and emotional pain, I’m so…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • @oliver you’re a strong and amazing person, don’t give up! So far you’ve survived 100% of your bad days and it shows how strong and incredible you are! Don’t live these days alone, seek help from friends and family, if you need – seek professional help.
      Try to explore yourself and find new hobbies. Reading, hiking, music. The BT community…[Read more]

    • oli nooo dont ever think of that you are a great person! pm me! lets talk :(

    • You’re messages have helped me more than you know Oli. I agree with Gleb though, you need to get offline man. I see you commenting beautiful things on everyone’s walls and trying so hard to make people feel worth something. It’s time to take your own advice. Get up and get out! Spoil yourself a little, put that energy into you, be happy!

      I…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    Everything is just so bleak, depressing and sad for me and always will be, my dreams and goals will never come true, depression and loneliness are my only friends, I want to give up and not bother anymore, I’m just so sick of everything, I have no purpose, just a stupid, moronic existence, I am my own worst enemy but I have always hated myself,…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • This is not true. You are NOT stupid. I’m sure there are positive things around you but you can’t see them cause you are in your “broken shell”, maybe its better that it broke so you could see the world from other view and trust me it better out there. Your dreams and goals WILL come true as long as you keep believing in them and stop giving…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 2 months, 3 weeks ago

    I want to die. But then i don’t. I do. I don’t. Back and forth.

    • Please don’t think like that @marikofujimoto, you are such a beautiful, special and lovely angel who deserves all the happiness in the world sweetie, don’t let life’s struggles get you down Mariko, death will not solve anything hun, I want to see you truly happy and living a life where you feel content, positive and fulfilled, so many fantastic…[Read more]

    • I feel… I am here for you 100% if you never need to rant, get advice or talk to someone ♥ serious

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