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    finnian posted an update 3 weeks, 4 days ago

    it’s been over a year since i checked in on here. weird. seeing how far i’ve come but also how far i haven’t. i’ve been having very strong urges for starting over. i want to cut relations and leave them behind but i can’t they mean too much to me. sometimes i wonder what it will take for me to finally go through with it. whatever it is. as much as i want to die, i want to travel. i want to ride the rails. i want to meet people who think like me. but i still want a fresh start. i don’t know. i’m saving money now, for what i’m not sure. trying not to let myself fall into drugs. i can’t afford it again

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    • You should be proud of yourself for what you’ve accomplished thus far, but to do more I believe all you need is a little push. I hope you’ll meet new people who let you see the joy and fulfilment in life; people who motivate you to become better. In the meantime, I’m here to support you in your journey to recovery!

    • I agree with @flameaura, you should be so proud of how far you have come and how much you have accomplished @peiyopei, do stay positive and remember to focus on making all your dreams come true and finding happiness in life Finnian, you will find your path in life Finnian, you will meet new people who will show you compassion and love, your journey isn’t over Finnian, so many wonderful opportunities lie ahead for you Finnian, you will grow and succeed, remember to always be kind to yourself, hold your head up high and keep going forward with optimism, you can do it Finnian, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)