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    finnian posted an update 1 year, 5 months ago

    im sad, what else is new
    I can barely eat anymore
    I’ve already lost 10 pounds
    I can’t get on my medication because insurance, doctors, appointments, and work are all cluster fucked. Everything seems so impossible right now.
    I am alone. I am always alone.
    I need a friend. I need someone. I wish I wasn’t so alone. I don’t know what’s wrong with me, why can’t I just be good enough??? For anybody.
    I wish I was more outgoing, fun, cool, whatever. I wish I was like the other kids my age, walking around and they don’t give a fuck. They have something to fal back on, I’d give anything for that

    • Please don’t feel sad @peiyopei, everything will be OK and things will work out for you Finnian, do eat, stay healthy and take care of yourself, I want to see you smiling and surrounding yourself with love, positivity and hope Finnian, I don’t want to ever see you feeling alone, you are amongst friends in this community Finnian, everyone on BT truly cares about you and so do I, hold your head up high, always be kind to yourself and keep going forward with confidence, you can do it Finnian, believe in yourself and never give up, remember you are so brilliant and awesome, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)