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    finnian posted an update 1 year, 8 months ago

    i have been having very strong urges to self harm again. I want to so badly. I haven’t felt this bad in a long time. I feel so empty. Nothing matters to me anymore right now. I need to do something to distract myself but nothing is working. I really just want to be held but I don’t have anybody ever I’m so alone I hate it hate it hate it hate it
    I hate being by myself all the time
    I wish people liked to be around me I wish I could make and keep friends why is that so hard for me
    I haven’t wanted to self harm like this in so long it’s scary and I’m tempted what else can I do

    • Please don’t harm yourself @peiyopei, you are such a fantastic, awesome and special person who deserves to feel positive and happy, do surround yourself with things that bring a smile to your face Finnian, distract yourself with activities that make you upbeat and keep you busy, please don’t feel lonely, everyone deserves compassionate friends around them, you do too Finnian, you will meet kind people who will love you unconditionally and always stick by you, please know the BT community will always be here for you and so will I, hold your head up high and keep fighting, you will make it through this and everything will be OK, believe in yourself, go forward with confidence and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)