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OrderoftheHalfBlood
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I don’t want to feel sorry for myself anymore. I WILL become skinny, have perfect skin, become great at makeup, eat a healthy diet, become more socially outgoing, pursue my hobbies, get an additional job, get 8+ hours of sleep, and work on dealing with my self-esteem. Maybe then finally I’ll stop being a waste of energy and I’ll finally be […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update For real though, no one is calling me shy anymore, but instead socially awkward. I can’t please these people, can I? I don’t have a lot of social experience because I was […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update So much work to do, but not enough motivation to do it. I’m tired of working 24/7 all the time, but this is the life I’ve chosen. View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update When you finally have your GAD undercontrolled but it turns out you may have sertonin syndrome, so you have to reduce the amount of meds you take which means your GAD has a […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update I wish I could stop feeling so inferior all the time to my peers. I sometimes want to cry because of how competent they are. I’m trying to do the best I am, but my best is […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update I wish I could stop feeling so inferior all the time to my peers. I sometimes want to cry because of how competent they are. I’m trying to do the best I am, but my best is […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update It’s funny how I’m being taught to be in a profession all about promoting health and helping others get better when I have to forfeit my own health (physically, emotionally, […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update It’s funny how I’m being taught to be in a profession all about promoting health and helping others get better when I have to forfeit my own health (physically, emotionally, […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update I feel sad, yet indifferent? It almost feels like I’m too ”tired” to really get upset. For an example, someone laughed at me today (more than likely not in a nice way, as I […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update My self esteem is at a point right now where when I see my reflection in my laptop’s screen I cringe. It really sucks. View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update Feel pretty anxiety ridden. I really don’t want to go back to clinical. I’ve kinda been thrown out to the wolves here, and my worst fears going into clinical have been […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update I don’t feel like living anymore. At this point my parents are the only thing that is keeping me alive. Ugh. It would hurt them too much if I died, so I guess I’ll just stay […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update I can’t get over how lovely the Blah Therapy community is. Everyone is just so amazing, and I can’t explain how thankful I am to have come across this wonderful website. View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update Almost done moving into my new place. My new roommates seem nice. I’m a bit concerned about their cleaning habits, but I’m starting to accept the fact that my cleaning […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update I can’t get over how lovely the Blah Therapy community is. Everyone is just so amazing, and I can’t explain how thankful I am to have come across this wonderful website. View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update I’ve been trying to go to bed earlier than 12, but I’m anxiety about my clinical seems to be keeping me up until 2-3AM. I’m just thankful I’m on break so it doesn’t affect my […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update It sucks when you’re struggling with generalized anxiety disorder and people don’t understand what you’re going through. I’ve been given medication, and it has helped me a lot […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update It sucks when you’re struggling with generalized anxiety disorder and people don’t understand what you’re going through. I’ve been given medication, and it has helped me a lot […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update It sucks when you’re struggling with generalized anxiety disorder and people don’t understand what you’re going through. I’ve been given medication, and it has helped me a lot […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update I can’t stand my roommates anymore. I can’t believe I was matched up with these people. :/ All they do is shit talk (they are doing it as we speak), are messy, and I don’t […] View
- In reply to: OrderoftheHalfBlood posted an update I can’t stand my roommates anymore. I can’t believe I was matched up with these people. :/ All they do is shit talk (they are doing it as we speak), are messy, and I don’t […] View
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